03-18-2018, 07:54 AM
When I was in my early 20's I got into alot of self hypnosis and auto suggestion and made some sweeping changes as to how I view myself and the world. The way people treated me changed and my behaviour and internal feelings greatly changed. At one point I felt extremely masculine, almost aggressive. My walk was extremely confident and I radiated calmness and self confidence. I literally never got disrespected by anyone and if someone tried belittling me I would subdue them with eye contact alone. Not only that but when I was around women I just instinctively knew that they were noticing me and wanted to have sex with me. I was getting huge IOI's to the point where women would be licking their lips and twirling their hair when they spoke to me. At this time in my life yes i was masturbating once a day, some times I went a few days without it, some days I did it twice in the same day. And yet I felt extremely masculine and powerful. Now being a horny 21 year old with testosterone coming out of my ears if I had gone without masturbating for too long I would have felt like I was going to explode.
What destroyed further progress and caused me to slowly relapse was drug abuse, apathy and addiction to pornography.
I'm not saying that not masturbating is a bad thing, but ones own experiences are largely subjective and dependent on multiple variables. Addiction and excess is what you want to avoid. That is the problem. Not occasionally rubbing one out
What destroyed further progress and caused me to slowly relapse was drug abuse, apathy and addiction to pornography.
I'm not saying that not masturbating is a bad thing, but ones own experiences are largely subjective and dependent on multiple variables. Addiction and excess is what you want to avoid. That is the problem. Not occasionally rubbing one out
