My advice is, if it's that bad, use EHPRA 2.0 and start trying to understand what it is you're afraid of as deeply and thoroughly as possible. You're the one who has to make and live with your decisions and results of those decisions concerning BAMM. Either you're going to step up or not. If it's not right for you, then do whatever is. If it is right for you, then power through it.
I know about fear and anxiety from BAMM. It has had me terrified a number of times. What I do is spend some time (sometimes as much as a week or two) working on it, and then when I know what I'm dealing with, I just... face it and push through. It's never anywhere near as bad as I imagined it. In fact, it's never even been bad at all.
In the end, you have to make the call as to what is right for you. And you have to live with that choice and it's consequences. If you can do it, BAMM. If you can't something else.
I know about fear and anxiety from BAMM. It has had me terrified a number of times. What I do is spend some time (sometimes as much as a week or two) working on it, and then when I know what I'm dealing with, I just... face it and push through. It's never anywhere near as bad as I imagined it. In fact, it's never even been bad at all.
In the end, you have to make the call as to what is right for you. And you have to live with that choice and it's consequences. If you can do it, BAMM. If you can't something else.
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The scientist has a question to find an answer for. The pseudo-scientist has an answer to find a question for. ~ "Failure is the path of least persistence." - Chinese Fortune Cookie ~ Logic left. Emotion right. But thinking, straight ahead. ~ Sperate supra omnia in valorem. (The value of trust is above all else.) ~ Meowsomeness!
The scientist has a question to find an answer for. The pseudo-scientist has an answer to find a question for. ~ "Failure is the path of least persistence." - Chinese Fortune Cookie ~ Logic left. Emotion right. But thinking, straight ahead. ~ Sperate supra omnia in valorem. (The value of trust is above all else.) ~ Meowsomeness!