08-22-2011, 07:43 PM
Alright guys, the back is much better and I started lifting
again the other day, I am back at 110% due to strengthening and stretching the week
areas and re-balancing my body.
I finished alpha in may and wanted to get some stuff together before I started sex magnet
and since then I have done winners mindset, ASC, and the increase your penis size sub
Honestly I am regretting not going straight into Sex magnet from Alpha although I have grown more in the last three months than I ever did while on Alpha. Alpha changed me internally in a way where whatever I did I was cool with and I was cool,indifferent, and bad-aXXX but this summer has all been about a real reality check and pulling my life 'circumstance' together. Alot of that has been possible because of having done Alpha and god do I miss being on it sometimes.
I promised myself I wouldn't start sex magnet until things were more together and organized in my life, and it is really getting to that point. In the meantime (the last 4 days) I switched to attract your perfect large breasted lover and here is the amazingly annoying thing that happened.
A met a girl who I became close friends with a couple months ago (fits the profile of a perfect large breasted lover) and we liked eachother and ended up hooking up with a while back, but things got pretty heated sexually and even she's super cool and honest and basically she told me that she has not had sex in like 4 years cause she was hurt in her last relationship.She got in touch with me and we were gonna meet at a bar near me house, I said lets meet at eight, she said could we do nine, I said sure. I got back from work exhausted and fell asleep, woke up at 9:40, she had gotten there, came from like an hour away uptown, at 7:30 and texted and called an hour later. And I missed all of it, I woke up and freaked out, I've never done anything like that to anyone, and think it is super not cool, I called with no response so I texted saying essentially I was really sorry, felt like the meanest jackaxxx in the world, that I had just blacked out, and had been really looking forward to seeing her. Well, Im disappointed that I missed out on what was undoubtedly her meeting up to take things further, but this was someone who had been a good friend in the past and I'm worried I hurt her even more, am I being narcissistic? . Guys advice? Did I botch things up permanently, suggestions on how to repair/soothe this, she hasn't responded to texts, I told her to call or text when she got them.
again the other day, I am back at 110% due to strengthening and stretching the week
areas and re-balancing my body.
I finished alpha in may and wanted to get some stuff together before I started sex magnet
and since then I have done winners mindset, ASC, and the increase your penis size sub
Honestly I am regretting not going straight into Sex magnet from Alpha although I have grown more in the last three months than I ever did while on Alpha. Alpha changed me internally in a way where whatever I did I was cool with and I was cool,indifferent, and bad-aXXX but this summer has all been about a real reality check and pulling my life 'circumstance' together. Alot of that has been possible because of having done Alpha and god do I miss being on it sometimes.
I promised myself I wouldn't start sex magnet until things were more together and organized in my life, and it is really getting to that point. In the meantime (the last 4 days) I switched to attract your perfect large breasted lover and here is the amazingly annoying thing that happened.
A met a girl who I became close friends with a couple months ago (fits the profile of a perfect large breasted lover) and we liked eachother and ended up hooking up with a while back, but things got pretty heated sexually and even she's super cool and honest and basically she told me that she has not had sex in like 4 years cause she was hurt in her last relationship.She got in touch with me and we were gonna meet at a bar near me house, I said lets meet at eight, she said could we do nine, I said sure. I got back from work exhausted and fell asleep, woke up at 9:40, she had gotten there, came from like an hour away uptown, at 7:30 and texted and called an hour later. And I missed all of it, I woke up and freaked out, I've never done anything like that to anyone, and think it is super not cool, I called with no response so I texted saying essentially I was really sorry, felt like the meanest jackaxxx in the world, that I had just blacked out, and had been really looking forward to seeing her. Well, Im disappointed that I missed out on what was undoubtedly her meeting up to take things further, but this was someone who had been a good friend in the past and I'm worried I hurt her even more, am I being narcissistic? . Guys advice? Did I botch things up permanently, suggestions on how to repair/soothe this, she hasn't responded to texts, I told her to call or text when she got them.
1. There is always some madness in love. But there is also always some reason in madness.
2. A thinker sees his own actions as experiments and questions... Success and failure are for him answers above all.
3. I would not know what the spirit of a philosopher might wish more then to be than a good dancer.-F.N.
2. A thinker sees his own actions as experiments and questions... Success and failure are for him answers above all.
3. I would not know what the spirit of a philosopher might wish more then to be than a good dancer.-F.N.
