04-11-2014, 01:21 PM
Thanks Guys fors yours support !
I will try to update a lot ! I know it will help other and shannon ! So I just want to contribute with my journey !
So the things that I noticed is that I am not tired at all ! I was a lot exausted by this subs the first 5 days and next nothing. I saw minitian and alfazg are very tired from this subs so I doubted and thinking that "my mind just don't understand the subs because it is too complicate for him so he just don't care !"
But its been 3 or 4 days now that I am feeling great ! I am feeling very masculine , and I am proactive a lot. Procrastination droped by 63 % ! Girls look at me directly but just one time or two like "who's that guys". And I pretend to not notice them ! I don't know why I am doing that, before I was so proud of myself when girls staring at me, now it is like it is just normal and I don't want them to things that I find them attractive or what.
I am listening to the silent subs 8 hours the night with my speaker , 6 to 8 hours of ocean subs with headphones during the day, and when I am working In my office alone 2 to 3 hours to silent subs again with the labtop speakers. So I am listening every days aproximatively 18 hours a days to the subs and I am not tired at all ! I have a lot of energy within me, so I have to go out and do some jogging or I am not sleeping ! lol
I am sleeping everynight only 7 hours and I am feeling great !
So another things i have notice is that I am funny as hell, I already was but now is like every words is comming from my mouth is pure joke. I consider my boss like a friend of mine and speaking to him like he was a retard ! I am teasing him all day long. Everyone is laughing and having good time around me, I am very sociable too.
Oh and I find now that a lot of girl are very arrogant and things that they are Barbie even if they look like godzylla, it is upseting me a lot, why are they thinking that there are better than us guys ? It is because there are too much needy guys that all day long are nice to them and complementing them ! Girls are just girls and I can see that every guys consider them like an angel from heaven but they don't know that she will treat them like shit !!!
I hope that in stage 2 my opinion will change otherwise it will be hard for me to want to have sex with girls without turn them into slaves and punish them .... Oh yeah I things it is what I will be doing...
I will try to update a lot ! I know it will help other and shannon ! So I just want to contribute with my journey !
So the things that I noticed is that I am not tired at all ! I was a lot exausted by this subs the first 5 days and next nothing. I saw minitian and alfazg are very tired from this subs so I doubted and thinking that "my mind just don't understand the subs because it is too complicate for him so he just don't care !"
But its been 3 or 4 days now that I am feeling great ! I am feeling very masculine , and I am proactive a lot. Procrastination droped by 63 % ! Girls look at me directly but just one time or two like "who's that guys". And I pretend to not notice them ! I don't know why I am doing that, before I was so proud of myself when girls staring at me, now it is like it is just normal and I don't want them to things that I find them attractive or what.
I am listening to the silent subs 8 hours the night with my speaker , 6 to 8 hours of ocean subs with headphones during the day, and when I am working In my office alone 2 to 3 hours to silent subs again with the labtop speakers. So I am listening every days aproximatively 18 hours a days to the subs and I am not tired at all ! I have a lot of energy within me, so I have to go out and do some jogging or I am not sleeping ! lol
I am sleeping everynight only 7 hours and I am feeling great !
So another things i have notice is that I am funny as hell, I already was but now is like every words is comming from my mouth is pure joke. I consider my boss like a friend of mine and speaking to him like he was a retard ! I am teasing him all day long. Everyone is laughing and having good time around me, I am very sociable too.
Oh and I find now that a lot of girl are very arrogant and things that they are Barbie even if they look like godzylla, it is upseting me a lot, why are they thinking that there are better than us guys ? It is because there are too much needy guys that all day long are nice to them and complementing them ! Girls are just girls and I can see that every guys consider them like an angel from heaven but they don't know that she will treat them like shit !!!
I hope that in stage 2 my opinion will change otherwise it will be hard for me to want to have sex with girls without turn them into slaves and punish them .... Oh yeah I things it is what I will be doing...
