12-12-2014, 04:42 PM
(This post was last modified: 12-08-2015, 01:20 AM by DarthXedonias.)
Hey guys, was going to wait a few more days until I put this Journal up but I decided it was close to 2 weeks anyway so I might as well do it now. Another reason I decided to post early is because I feel like a lot of people will benefit from seeing the WM2 results since there won't be as many people running the program as I previously thought. I'm glad to say that even in this short time I have already noticed some subtle results. For this journal i'm going to break it up into Type B results (Inner Results) and Type D Results (Outer Results). Keep in mind I will be keeping my AM6 listening requirements of between 16 to 21 hours a day. With that said, lets get this journey started.
Type B Results: Inner results is where I've seen the most change so far in Stage 1. It was subtle at first but I noticed in the first few days that I became more mentally quick and witty. Also, I noticed that I even careless now of what people think than I did during AM6. For example, I might make a Witty or snide remark and the person might not laugh. At that point I really don't care because it was funny to me. Its like I'm not really doing it to get a reaction out of them but for my own enjoyment.Before I use to get in my head before I said something witty, now its like rarely I will get some hesitation before I say what I want to say. I'm also finding that I actually "enjoy" interacting and conversing with people now for some reason. I've had this voice in my head the last few days that just says, "I'm bored, I want to talk to someone". This is absolutely out of character for me generally. I now even get bored with people who don't talk enough. On a different note, I've noticed that My self confidence has been boosted even more and I have this positive outlook with my future prospects with women in general.
Type D Results: The outer results aren't as prominent right now as the inner results but they are still there and undeniable at this point. At work I have 3 women that talked to me here and there before WM2 but now since starting I've noticed they try to talk to me more. I've noticed this reaction while playing FFXIV as well. There is a certain women in our guild who almost never talked to me the whole time I was running AM6. Now out of no where shes acting very buddy, buddy and to some degree showing slight interest. The interesting thing is that shes generally only into other women. On the online dating front, I decided to go back to my PoF profile and remake it. Interesting enough, I noticed I had one message sent to me within the first few days of WM. This can't be a coincidence considering I've had this profile for close to 2 years and have "never" gotten a message from any woman on that site. Along the same lines I have set up a Tinder account just last night. I want to expand my social group as much as possible now and give the manifestations many avenues to work with. There is one downside to the outward manifestations so far though, all the women that have responded to me since doing WM2 have been women I'm not physically attracted to. In this sense, I'm noticing a parallel between my results so far and Jimboday's results from when he ran WM2. He mentioned in his journal that in the beginning stages the women he would attract weren't that physically beautiful but by last stages they were. If I remember correctly, he said from stage 4 and on wards is when he would start having awesome results with women.
I might not be that far into WM2 so far, but I can't argue with the results. I already feel like a ton of social anxiety I use to have has been lifted and it can only get better from here on out.
"I have no use of disciples. Let everyone be their own true follower" - Nietzsche