SargeMaximus: Blooming to Alpha

[Raykon]

What a f*cking awesome day.

Just now was driving home with a few of the guys from my company house. Me and the driver were singing along to Johnny Cash.

Pure Bliss.

I LOVE this company.

And if this is in any way a result of DMSI, thank you Shannon, from the bottom of my heart.

For whatever reason, singing along to music was looked down on in my family, but not here.

I can't understate how grateful I am to be able to be me and be supported. It's freaking beautiful.

I could cry right now but I'ma watch some porn instead.

Glad your happy right now. I'm very happy for you. Personally I'm going through an emotional roller coaster/rough time so to see you happy is great. btw im not expecting pity from anyone, i'm aware I will come out of my slump stronger then i've ever been with even more awareness of how to react in relationships in the future.

But yeah man it's nice to be able to be yourself and be appreciated.

Thanks bro, glad to have you in my corner.

Yeah I read your latest about the girl. I've lost more girls over text than I can count! But yeah, maybe this will help. I did the math a while ago and if there are 3.5 billion women on the planet and only .1% of them are HOT, that's still 3,000,000 (I may have calculated wrong but you get the idea)

Yeah me too lmao. So many. some things that i've learned that have helped me allot is to wait at least 5 - 10 minute and actually think of the perfect thing to say. Usually my first instinct / thing i would want to say is wrong or boring.


Also be interesting whenever possible. Interesting = not boring. = fun = enjoyable to talk too.