04-09-2011, 01:36 AM
Been a rough week. Have had a lot of negativity rising up. Mostly about finances. I am not too worried about having or not having a relationship now, if I found the right woman that might change.
They have also been trying to get people out of work sooner, and while I do not want to get into the mindset that I need my hours at work, I unfortunately want to get as many hours as I can at work.
And Shannon, I wanted to see how many entries I could make before someone left some feedback, so you broke my streak
Will be starting stage 3 on saturday or sunday. I am not sure which day is 32 days of stage 2, as I missed a couple of days.
Actually it seems to me that stage 2 has definitely had some pretty high moments and some really low low's. I was just thinking earlier that I could not stand to feel like this for very long. I don't mean anything drastic by that, just feel like I am not in control of my emotions, and does not feel like I would see or feel the sun, in a philosophical way, any time soon.
The high moments would be that I sometimes just remind myself to laugh, doesn't matter about what, just think of a funny memory and laugh.
And the low would be, I guess just not feeling like I am on stable ground, best way I can put it.
Am really not expecting feedback or thoughts, but it would be nice.
They have also been trying to get people out of work sooner, and while I do not want to get into the mindset that I need my hours at work, I unfortunately want to get as many hours as I can at work.
And Shannon, I wanted to see how many entries I could make before someone left some feedback, so you broke my streak
Will be starting stage 3 on saturday or sunday. I am not sure which day is 32 days of stage 2, as I missed a couple of days.
Actually it seems to me that stage 2 has definitely had some pretty high moments and some really low low's. I was just thinking earlier that I could not stand to feel like this for very long. I don't mean anything drastic by that, just feel like I am not in control of my emotions, and does not feel like I would see or feel the sun, in a philosophical way, any time soon.
The high moments would be that I sometimes just remind myself to laugh, doesn't matter about what, just think of a funny memory and laugh.
And the low would be, I guess just not feeling like I am on stable ground, best way I can put it.
Am really not expecting feedback or thoughts, but it would be nice.
"Personality is the extent to which the individual has learned to convert his energies into habits or actions which successfully influence other people.
-Henry C. Link
"I see you have the ring Lonestar, and your Schwartz is as big as mine."
- Dark Helmet
-Henry C. Link
"I see you have the ring Lonestar, and your Schwartz is as big as mine."
- Dark Helmet
