03-05-2011, 11:00 PM
Done with stage one, starting stage two tonight
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Recap for stage one. For the most part, did not feel that different. Nothing too dramatic happened. I am definitely starting to feel more focused. I have started doing an exercise that I have not done for years, that I always was telling myself to start up again, so that is AWESOME
. Hopefully I can stick with it.
I think it was last week, I had to do something at work that I don't like doing and feel I should not have to. Anyway, the whole night I was just getting crap from everyone in the different work area. And believe me the silent treatment was not going to work to shut them up. I didn't freak out I just would answer back and try to focus on my work. That is when I was feeling like I had some resistance coming up. But I feel much better now.
The indifference or not caring about certain things is still there. It is a nice feeling, as I usually obsess on things.
Last night I stopped at a ice cream shop after work, and this chick who I have hung out with like maybe two times, years ago, was working, and I have seen her before there. But last night she re-introduced herself and asked if I have seen mutual acquaintance lately, which is what she asked me one time in the past. I kind of felt like she was trying to get a conversation started, but was kind of clumsy about it. Not sure, just what I felt.
And then tonight, mind you I was wearing two sprays of instant shine x2, went to dinner with my mom, and when I was paying the bill, a waitress walked in front of me and the cashier bar, which was like two or three feet away from me. It probably would have been easier for her to walk behind me, but I did not notice any ioi's.
Ohh, I have been really really tired the last few days. Mind you I have been double shifting, I work part-time, and that really screws up my schedule as one shift starts at 5 in the morning and my shift starts at pretty much 5 in the afternoon, working 4 to 4 and a half or 5 hrs each shift.
I have been feeling more relaxed lately as well.
Did you know the summerian language was one of the languages on the space probe sent to look for intelligent life in the universe
. I l love the history channel.
.Recap for stage one. For the most part, did not feel that different. Nothing too dramatic happened. I am definitely starting to feel more focused. I have started doing an exercise that I have not done for years, that I always was telling myself to start up again, so that is AWESOME
. Hopefully I can stick with it.I think it was last week, I had to do something at work that I don't like doing and feel I should not have to. Anyway, the whole night I was just getting crap from everyone in the different work area. And believe me the silent treatment was not going to work to shut them up. I didn't freak out I just would answer back and try to focus on my work. That is when I was feeling like I had some resistance coming up. But I feel much better now.
The indifference or not caring about certain things is still there. It is a nice feeling, as I usually obsess on things.
Last night I stopped at a ice cream shop after work, and this chick who I have hung out with like maybe two times, years ago, was working, and I have seen her before there. But last night she re-introduced herself and asked if I have seen mutual acquaintance lately, which is what she asked me one time in the past. I kind of felt like she was trying to get a conversation started, but was kind of clumsy about it. Not sure, just what I felt.
And then tonight, mind you I was wearing two sprays of instant shine x2, went to dinner with my mom, and when I was paying the bill, a waitress walked in front of me and the cashier bar, which was like two or three feet away from me. It probably would have been easier for her to walk behind me, but I did not notice any ioi's.
Ohh, I have been really really tired the last few days. Mind you I have been double shifting, I work part-time, and that really screws up my schedule as one shift starts at 5 in the morning and my shift starts at pretty much 5 in the afternoon, working 4 to 4 and a half or 5 hrs each shift.
I have been feeling more relaxed lately as well.
Did you know the summerian language was one of the languages on the space probe sent to look for intelligent life in the universe
. I l love the history channel.
"Personality is the extent to which the individual has learned to convert his energies into habits or actions which successfully influence other people.
-Henry C. Link
"I see you have the ring Lonestar, and your Schwartz is as big as mine."
- Dark Helmet
-Henry C. Link
"I see you have the ring Lonestar, and your Schwartz is as big as mine."
- Dark Helmet
