03-02-2015, 12:13 PM
Time for a quick update. This stage seems to make me more solid on the one side, but it also sucks a lot of energy. The result is tiredness and low sex drive. Neediness is as low as never before. There is also a strange kind of resistance some days. It's like I am avoiding to listen to the sub, don't know how to describe better.
I had a date on the weekend. She was very cute and the time with her was cool. I didn't feel much pressure or something like that. It was very comfortable. I am just hoping it wasn't TOO comfortable. However, I don't even care that much about becoming just friends with her. Even if I have got other things in mind
. There is another girl I wanted to meet but haven't until now. She said she is out of town. I didn't have the impression that it was an excuse, but who knows. Had a few more online matches but wasn't interested in.
About a half of the stage is done. I had to stop and do MIR for five days, so I have to add about eight days.
I had a date on the weekend. She was very cute and the time with her was cool. I didn't feel much pressure or something like that. It was very comfortable. I am just hoping it wasn't TOO comfortable. However, I don't even care that much about becoming just friends with her. Even if I have got other things in mind
. There is another girl I wanted to meet but haven't until now. She said she is out of town. I didn't have the impression that it was an excuse, but who knows. Had a few more online matches but wasn't interested in. About a half of the stage is done. I had to stop and do MIR for five days, so I have to add about eight days.
