12-22-2014, 03:59 PM
Until now this stage brought a lot of anger and aggression in the same way as sleeplessness. There were nights where I only slept about 2 hours. But I am also noticing positive changes about certain things. Like someone wrote in a WM journal I am starting to see the inner beauty of women (especially women). So there was a woman who absolutely wasn't my type, but I could still see her as a beauty. Also my fear of telling to other what's going on for me had decreased. So I became more open and honest about some points here which makes easier to connect to others. And during the week there were two women who seemed to be turned on just by my presence where I really didn't expect it for certain reasons. Last week was some kind of crazy because while going through the city I had really many women almost running into me. It's like I became a strange kind of "Women Magnet"...
As the sub provide "STD detection" I am starting to ask myself how do I notice it? It's because the week I saw a woman who was my type, but I didn't feel attraction. Instead almost immediately there came the thought in my mind "No, she might have an STD". Could it really work in so direct way?
As the sub provide "STD detection" I am starting to ask myself how do I notice it? It's because the week I saw a woman who was my type, but I didn't feel attraction. Instead almost immediately there came the thought in my mind "No, she might have an STD". Could it really work in so direct way?
