11-16-2014, 11:52 AM
Today I was doing some PSTEC. First I did two basic tracks and the accelerator. After doing the accelerator there came so much anger and hate towards women that I had to do the basic track and two eef tracks to clear that. I was really surprised about the intensity. It looks like there is still a lot of garbage inside me so I probably will do EPRHA for 1 - 2 month after finishing SM. Some of you might ask why EPRHA and not AM? Well, I definitely will be doing AM again at some point, but I feel like the first run brought me a good first Alpha-Male-Layer but there is still enough junk to deal with. So I feel like give the focus to "bringing out the garbage" first is a good idea. And then I will decide what to do afterwards.
Anyway, I feel like the resistance decreased and it looks like the things around me are getting a bit better, too. Shannon's post about the resistance and the reasons seemed also to be helpful here. When it comes to the sub so it's doing it's work. Few days ago I was at a party. The first thing is I paid only one drink for full. For the other ones I got discount or got it even for free. So who says you need money to be a Sex Magnet
. I also had good eye contact with some women here and several people started talking to me. Some of the I didn't know. So socializing is getting definitely better. The highlight was that while I was standing there for a while two women came over, took my hand and dragged me to the dancefloor without saying anything. Honestly, before starting Shannon's subs I could be happy when women looked at me in a friendly way, and now that! It's a big difference. So if this sub isn't working I don't know what is.
I just have to work on my conversation skills. It isn't difficult to start talking to someone but holding the conversation and leading it to the direction I want - especially with women when I want to take the sexual direction - don't work that good yet. But I don't have got that much practice here so I think I get here better with the time. The same with being in now. I think if I could do that I wouldn't have much trouble with the talking thing. So far.
Anyway, I feel like the resistance decreased and it looks like the things around me are getting a bit better, too. Shannon's post about the resistance and the reasons seemed also to be helpful here. When it comes to the sub so it's doing it's work. Few days ago I was at a party. The first thing is I paid only one drink for full. For the other ones I got discount or got it even for free. So who says you need money to be a Sex Magnet
. I also had good eye contact with some women here and several people started talking to me. Some of the I didn't know. So socializing is getting definitely better. The highlight was that while I was standing there for a while two women came over, took my hand and dragged me to the dancefloor without saying anything. Honestly, before starting Shannon's subs I could be happy when women looked at me in a friendly way, and now that! It's a big difference. So if this sub isn't working I don't know what is. I just have to work on my conversation skills. It isn't difficult to start talking to someone but holding the conversation and leading it to the direction I want - especially with women when I want to take the sexual direction - don't work that good yet. But I don't have got that much practice here so I think I get here better with the time. The same with being in now. I think if I could do that I wouldn't have much trouble with the talking thing. So far.
