12-09-2015, 09:27 PM
(12-09-2015, 08:27 PM)eternitys_child Wrote: stage 5 day 22
I missed 2 days due to being out on a lake fishing for the whole weekend (caught a boat load of catfish!)
girls have started to seduce me. Unfortunately, I guess I'm still dealing with some old trauma or fear so I'm almost repulsed by it
This ghetto black girl straight up offered herself to me, but I turned it down. she's sexy as hell, but I can smell her sugar daddy craving self from a mile away, i don't find that attractive. although that's probably an excuse i'm creating not to f*** her.
i've also been feeling alone lately. despite being around a bunch of people every day, i feel alone in my heart. it's not a pleasant place to be.
I'm like 85% sure I'll run OF 5g when it comes out.... speaking of which, anybody have the estimated date of release for OF 5g??
Loneliness was a big issue I felt like I wasn't having fun, and I really yearned human company.
This stage when I felt truly unlistened to, and felt my emotionless.