day 10 Stage 1.
Lots and lots of anxiety coming up... Yesterday I was crying thinking about what I am looking for when using this sub. Because the main reason I want it to effect me is to remove fears, be more positive, and the most important, self-forgiving. And as addition, women of course.
The aspect of attracting women worries me a bit because I am sometimes what you call too "nice" gentleman. And I think I dont want to break hearts so Im going to try to be the most honest person I can. No married women, and no lies.
Now, for the good effects. I am helping a family member with a therapy (physical) and the hospital is full of women. Every day I get looks and something that is really surprising me is that I find myself looking in the eyes but its completely unavoidable, like if I am looking at the wall. Totally natural. Women respond very well maintaining it.
Bit by bit
Lots and lots of anxiety coming up... Yesterday I was crying thinking about what I am looking for when using this sub. Because the main reason I want it to effect me is to remove fears, be more positive, and the most important, self-forgiving. And as addition, women of course.
The aspect of attracting women worries me a bit because I am sometimes what you call too "nice" gentleman. And I think I dont want to break hearts so Im going to try to be the most honest person I can. No married women, and no lies.
Now, for the good effects. I am helping a family member with a therapy (physical) and the hospital is full of women. Every day I get looks and something that is really surprising me is that I find myself looking in the eyes but its completely unavoidable, like if I am looking at the wall. Totally natural. Women respond very well maintaining it.
Bit by bit
