Roy's Sex Magnet Journal

[Roy]

16 days of FYPJ,51 of ASC

I had a dream today about getting a job,it had something with someone hiring
me after finding me.Other than that I'm getting the wanting to get more independent itch hitting me hard and being pissed about not having found
a job already and having money.

Other than that I haven't noticed other signs to it.I increased the hours
of FYPJ by two hours each day and considering to increase it to more than
that and maybe dropping ASC for the time being.Maybe I'll try it for as much as possible for a few weeks.

It was very fun and interesting year.Anyway,it's a new year today so happy new year to everyone.It's time to go out and party.

[Roy]

Day 20 of FYPJ,55 of ASC

FYPJ is continuing to affect my dreams,old jobs show up there with differences and different point of perspective.I also noticed some
memories of old jobs surfacing during the day.

I got an answer from the third job interview I went to.They said they
are continuing with a more qualified applicant.I thought I did great during
the interview.One lesson I learned from this is when the interviewer is 20
minutes late and I wait near the company's small kitchen is to drink lots
and tea with biscuits and cookies and whatever is there.That way I get something beyond the entertainment of a job interview.I didn't get the
job but at least I had fun and lots of tea and biscuits.

On the same note I yesterday went to a technological job fair and handed out my CV to every company there.I got 2 umbrellas,2 notebooks,a mouse for a computer,four pens and lots of candies that are stored for a near future party.

[Roy]

Day 28 of FYPJ,day 63 of ASC

I got one job interview from the technological job fair and went to it
even it was for a software engineering and it's not what I studied.
Considering I had to figure out how IP protocols worked while being interviewed I think I did rather well.I got a no answer from them today.
Anyway considering the job was something I didn't study I didn't really expected to get hired.

I sent another resume today,I had to translate it from English and wrote
a cover letter to a high frequency trading company.I'll see if they contact
back.First time I wrote a cover letter,I combined few cover letters I saw
while searching Google.

Also contacted another HR in another large company and also sent him
my resume.I've started looking also beyond the specific jobs of my degree.

[Spiral]

You'll find something soon.

[Roy]

Day 36 of FYPJ,day 71 of ASC

I got few more rejections and no replies from people I sent my resume to.
It seems that after some time of using the subliminals I don't get
the types of intense dreams that I get in the beginning of using a subliminal.
No sign of a job yet.I get sometimes the out of sync feeling similar to
Ultra Success and I have thoughts about having a great job.

ASC seriously kicks ass and helps in lots of situations,in everything really.
It seems it reached a plateau of a sort where my confidence is very high and
it seems normal to have it.I will probably replace ASC with Seek the Challenge
that I got at the ridiculous sale sometime soon.

[Shannon]

That out of sync feeling is you shifting realities. It's working. Just keep going. Your perfect job is apparently a doozie. lol

[Roy]

Day 41 of FYPJ,day 5 of Seek the Challenge

Still no signs of job.Few rejections though from places I sent my resume to.
I constantly sending to new places,talking to people and searching.

After 72 days of ASC I switched to Seek the Challenge.ASC worked beautifully,however it was time to change it sense it stabilized and
I am going to get more of confidence programing in AM5 and SM2 and
I wanted something different.

I am getting an itch to constantly try new things,learn new things and
go after challenges.It starting to look boring not to push myself.
Less fear of making mistakes and being embarrassed of making mistakes.
Challenges starting to feel like fun,it seems that I light up when seeing
and facing one.

[RainbowAbyss]

that is great place to be,
living from fearlessness

[Roy]

Day 50 of FYPJ,day 13 of Seek the Challenge

No signs of job yet from FYPJ.I got a job interview I am probably going
to miss due to restraining order I got after being arrested for causing
disorder and blocking the road in an anti-racism protest.It for two weeks
from the city the interview is being held in.

Seek the Challenge is lots of fun.I enjoy learning and improving and trying
new things and getting into new situations.Few days into STC I ordered
a contact juggling ball.Today I got it in the mail and started practicing.
It's an entirely new skill and I was lots of fun just practicing the basics.
I also doing more things,doing them in better ways and having more
energy and motivation to do them.

[Shannon]

You radical, you.

I think I said it before, you probably won't get much warning with FYPJ. You'll also likely have to use it for 4 to 6 months, as with most manifestation subs.

[Roy]

Day 58 of FYPJ,day 21 of STC

Still no job.I still get sometimes lots of the out of sync feeling.It sort of
like K-Train said like being in a fog but still being able to concentrate.
It's a bit weird feeling,like I am in one place and feeling I am in another
or should be in another place.And there's a sort of shifting in the energy
around.

STC is causing me to improve fast in things.I am doing and getting new ideas
to do them better.Another thing it causes is not caring about making mistakes
and than learning and improving from them and the rate of improvement is
really fast.

[Shannon]

Seek the Challenge is good stuff.

I found that with manifestation of big stuff, it helps to either put it out of my conscious awareness, or think in terms of "I''m journeying toward it still" instead of the negativity of "no job yet".

[Roy]

Day 64 of FYPJ,day 26 of STC

Got a job interview next week.

STC is a very fun sub.The improvement rate is so beautiful and fast.I get
all shiny eyed when I see a challenge or something I want to improve in
or do better and become happy.I make mistakes and am so disconnected from trying to do things the right way and I can make mistakes and learn from them and get experience.It's utter and total disconnection from any
embarrassment about making mistakes,not looking good enough or even
failing miserably if it helps me improve.

I seem to not being able to back off from challenges and I keep going until
I am finished with them and than I go looking for the next one.

[Spiral]

I love it man. I'm so doing this after this run of alpha