Hi guys so after some considerations I have decided to start a journal here because sometimes I just need a place to put my thoughts into order and track my progress.
So a little about me:
I have done AM5 before with great results. Can say it really changed my life (used to be very insecure, shut in person, who was picked on and bullied his whole life), the only downside is that its effect decreased after 8 months and that's why I have decided to start AM6 instead of other sub. In the middle of these subs I have done around 5 months of LTU with nice results as well.
Currently I have enrolled into one of the best countries university (first year here, I am 19 years old). 4 Months back I have launched my small online business and can say that without much work (about 30min a day) I am making enough to pay for my needs, overall getting about as much as mid income person would be getting working full day in my country (Not so much in Europe standards, I live in poor country).
Sum up of Stage 1:
1. Lot of dreams (Killing zombies with potato mush... )
2. More bold and confident
3. Increased anger
4. Decreased need socializing, became more antisocial (not happy about this)
5. More calm in stressful situations (No stage fear now whatsoever)
6. Had few depression attacks about problems from the past (did PSTEC on that)
Now moving to Stage 2 Day 2:
Feeling depressed for no reason, like my life is lacking something... But then I think about it logically I pretty much got what I have desired for so long: great friends that share same interests, got into my dream university, started successful business that is growing and expanding. Today I even started exercising again. It might be that I have lost the goal to start business I had in target for so long... Or problem might be in my relationships. Quite few years have passed till I was last in a relationship with a girl (I was 16, now I am 19). Mainly because I was in love with one girl (deep friendzone) for 2 years and simply refused to look for something else. Now that she is gone it might be about time to fix this side of my life that is lacking. Ouu and before all this depression came felt really confident and strong after starting stage 2!
So a little about me:
I have done AM5 before with great results. Can say it really changed my life (used to be very insecure, shut in person, who was picked on and bullied his whole life), the only downside is that its effect decreased after 8 months and that's why I have decided to start AM6 instead of other sub. In the middle of these subs I have done around 5 months of LTU with nice results as well.
Currently I have enrolled into one of the best countries university (first year here, I am 19 years old). 4 Months back I have launched my small online business and can say that without much work (about 30min a day) I am making enough to pay for my needs, overall getting about as much as mid income person would be getting working full day in my country (Not so much in Europe standards, I live in poor country).
Sum up of Stage 1:
1. Lot of dreams (Killing zombies with potato mush... )
2. More bold and confident
3. Increased anger
4. Decreased need socializing, became more antisocial (not happy about this)
5. More calm in stressful situations (No stage fear now whatsoever)
6. Had few depression attacks about problems from the past (did PSTEC on that)
Now moving to Stage 2 Day 2:
Feeling depressed for no reason, like my life is lacking something... But then I think about it logically I pretty much got what I have desired for so long: great friends that share same interests, got into my dream university, started successful business that is growing and expanding. Today I even started exercising again. It might be that I have lost the goal to start business I had in target for so long... Or problem might be in my relationships. Quite few years have passed till I was last in a relationship with a girl (I was 16, now I am 19). Mainly because I was in love with one girl (deep friendzone) for 2 years and simply refused to look for something else. Now that she is gone it might be about time to fix this side of my life that is lacking. Ouu and before all this depression came felt really confident and strong after starting stage 2!