08-15-2015, 12:48 AM
Alright guys.
I think its finally time I started a journal.
I'm currently on Stage 1, day 30 of AM6, my second run.
I've run AM6 once, and sex magnet once, that's my subliminal history. I also ran
Grow Taller 5G for about a month before I decided to start AM6 instead. Internal changes are more important than external
The main results I got from my first run of AM6 was much less neediness around women and people in general, and an improvement in my ability to lead things, personally and socially. During SM, I broke a year long dry spell in the first stage (which I assume part of was from the AM6 sex magnet lead-in) and had slept with 3 different women by stage 3. The first girl of those three, I'm still seeing as a fwb, every 1-4 weeks or so. The second half of SM I was extremely unfocused, unmotivated and lazy, so I felt that I needed another run of AM6 so here I am.
My background: Despite being a good-looking guy, I struggled with girls throughout highschool, and ended up losing my virginity shortly after my 19th birthday while traveling through Europe. My results with women since then have been decent but inconsistent, I seem to go through periods of good success and periods of nothing. In the spirit of full disclosure, I've slept with 20 women in the 6 years since I lost my virginity. Just to be clear I'm not a "notches on the bedpost" kinda guy, but I thought the info was relevant. In the past I've had trouble retaining relationships, usually because of a deep neediness, the girl I'm currently seeing is my longest-lasting sexual relationship.
My mission in life is of a spiritual nature, it is living maximum possible levels of personal freedom, happiness and love, and removing anything in my life that limits any of those three things. I sing, and have been involved in musical theatre for a while, so one of my major life goals is to be performing for a living. I also love the gym, powerlifting and looking my best. So one of my current business ideas is to start a business of shirtless singers for hen's nights, birthdays etc. Rather than hiring a stripper they would hire a guy (I will be one of the guys) to perform a set of songs, whilst also being shirtless and "serenading" the guest of honour. Girls love guys who can sing as well as guys who are ripped, so I'm hoping it could be a successful business
My biggest aim with AM6 is to increase my productivity and personal responsibility and to become a self-made man. Women are not the focus of my life at the moment, as the major struggles I had with resistance in my first run of AM6 is in getting my shit together in life, having a decent income, moving out of my parents place.
So far in my journey, I've noticed a lot of my old AM6 confidence that I had towards the end is returning. This time I'm noticing I'm being more playful and charming in social interactions, while this time in my first run I was actually noticing the opposite. So thats a great sign. I'm currently unable to progress much in my life as most of my time is being spent helping my parents move house and sell their old house. Then during September I will be traveling to Croatia with my dad, to visit his mom who is getting older and suffering from some dementia, so he wants to visit before he won't have a chance to. I plan on working on studying business and marketing during my stay, and setting up a business plan for when I return!
So thats it for now. I'll update semi-regularly, when I feel significant stuff has happened or come up, so I won't be telling you about every day if nothings really happening. Lets get this on the road!
I think its finally time I started a journal.
I'm currently on Stage 1, day 30 of AM6, my second run.
I've run AM6 once, and sex magnet once, that's my subliminal history. I also ran
Grow Taller 5G for about a month before I decided to start AM6 instead. Internal changes are more important than external
The main results I got from my first run of AM6 was much less neediness around women and people in general, and an improvement in my ability to lead things, personally and socially. During SM, I broke a year long dry spell in the first stage (which I assume part of was from the AM6 sex magnet lead-in) and had slept with 3 different women by stage 3. The first girl of those three, I'm still seeing as a fwb, every 1-4 weeks or so. The second half of SM I was extremely unfocused, unmotivated and lazy, so I felt that I needed another run of AM6 so here I am.
My background: Despite being a good-looking guy, I struggled with girls throughout highschool, and ended up losing my virginity shortly after my 19th birthday while traveling through Europe. My results with women since then have been decent but inconsistent, I seem to go through periods of good success and periods of nothing. In the spirit of full disclosure, I've slept with 20 women in the 6 years since I lost my virginity. Just to be clear I'm not a "notches on the bedpost" kinda guy, but I thought the info was relevant. In the past I've had trouble retaining relationships, usually because of a deep neediness, the girl I'm currently seeing is my longest-lasting sexual relationship.
My mission in life is of a spiritual nature, it is living maximum possible levels of personal freedom, happiness and love, and removing anything in my life that limits any of those three things. I sing, and have been involved in musical theatre for a while, so one of my major life goals is to be performing for a living. I also love the gym, powerlifting and looking my best. So one of my current business ideas is to start a business of shirtless singers for hen's nights, birthdays etc. Rather than hiring a stripper they would hire a guy (I will be one of the guys) to perform a set of songs, whilst also being shirtless and "serenading" the guest of honour. Girls love guys who can sing as well as guys who are ripped, so I'm hoping it could be a successful business
My biggest aim with AM6 is to increase my productivity and personal responsibility and to become a self-made man. Women are not the focus of my life at the moment, as the major struggles I had with resistance in my first run of AM6 is in getting my shit together in life, having a decent income, moving out of my parents place.
So far in my journey, I've noticed a lot of my old AM6 confidence that I had towards the end is returning. This time I'm noticing I'm being more playful and charming in social interactions, while this time in my first run I was actually noticing the opposite. So thats a great sign. I'm currently unable to progress much in my life as most of my time is being spent helping my parents move house and sell their old house. Then during September I will be traveling to Croatia with my dad, to visit his mom who is getting older and suffering from some dementia, so he wants to visit before he won't have a chance to. I plan on working on studying business and marketing during my stay, and setting up a business plan for when I return!
So thats it for now. I'll update semi-regularly, when I feel significant stuff has happened or come up, so I won't be telling you about every day if nothings really happening. Lets get this on the road!
Turning super saiyan.