Rediscovering myself with AM6 (The Wake of Ares)/FINISHED

[robstar]

Well, Light, during 3rd stage I started to feel like young god and that there`s nothing impossible for me. At that stage I`ve realized that AM6 impacts me very strongly and I`ve believed that this program is... just awesome! In my first post you can find some details about my results after 3 months of using AM6 and most of them I noticed during 3rd stage.

Frankly, I don`t care a lot about the best results in school becasue I think there`re many more important things in our life. I just want to improve my skills with women and social skills in general and want to heave genuine desire to meet and... you know what ... women. No, sex isn`t so important for me, I want to genuinely love women and have a great time with them because I get older and older. May be after my 40 I`ll start SM but now I want something else especially due I naturally attract many very young and cute women but my desire is to low to approach them, dating them etc. I always had this `problem` and I think WM will help me to solve this once and for all. Actually, I`m 32 y.o. virgin because IDGF about women via my whole life. Don`t ask me, I don`t know why. Also I believe that WM will improve my lifestyle, give me motivation to do some external changes in my life.

Do you think its possible you could be asexual? Do you masturbate often?

[Voytek]

No, robstar, I`m not asexual. For exemple, yesterday I was on the little party with friends (there was a bunch of girls) and I was attracted to this women but I didn`t have high enough motivation to try seduce one of them. My only problem is to motivate myself to approach women in sexual way. I don`t care about sex or even to hang out with women. Actually, this problem caused my dilemma to chose between AM6 rerun and WM run. Ultimately, I can wait to the spring to start WM run. Season for girls is almost end.

[Voytek]

Yesterday I met my old "friends" and noticed that some of them tried to diminish my Alpha Man attitude in subtle and sneaky way despite the fact that they showed me some kind of respect and admiration on surface level. Any way, I ignored this stupid behaviour (may be that I was drunk was the reason) and stayed cool. I feel they`re jealous about my general attidute and Alpha Man behaviour and they can`t stand that brilliant changes that has happened into me...It`s a bit sad but true and now I know that I must exclude some of them from my life permanently. I`ve known this before but I gave them a second chance. They have not used it properly...

22 days to go!

[robstar]

No, robstar, I`m not asexual. For exemple, yesterday I was on the little party with friends (there was a bunch of girls) and I was attracted to this women but I didn`t have high enough motivation to try seduce one of them. My only problem is to motivate myself to approach women in sexual way. I don`t care about sex or even to hang out with women. Actually, this problem caused my dilemma to chose between AM6 rerun and WM run. Ultimately, I can wait to the spring to start WM run. Season for girls is almost end.

You just said you're not asexual and then that you don't care about sex, which is it?
I think fear is your issue, and you've suppressed your desire for sex so you don't have to face rejection.

[Vincent_Vega]

No, robstar, I`m not asexual. For exemple, yesterday I was on the little party with friends (there was a bunch of girls) and I was attracted to this women but I didn`t have high enough motivation to try seduce one of them. My only problem is to motivate myself to approach women in sexual way. I don`t care about sex or even to hang out with women. Actually, this problem caused my dilemma to chose between AM6 rerun and WM run. Ultimately, I can wait to the spring to start WM run. Season for girls is almost end.

You just said you're not asexual and then that you don't care about sex, which is it?
I think fear is your issue, and you've suppressed your desire for sex so you don't have to face rejection.

Maybe he has enough more important priorities in life. Sometimes, I don't care about sex neither because there are enough other things I have/want to focus on.

[robstar]

No, robstar, I`m not asexual. For exemple, yesterday I was on the little party with friends (there was a bunch of girls) and I was attracted to this women but I didn`t have high enough motivation to try seduce one of them. My only problem is to motivate myself to approach women in sexual way. I don`t care about sex or even to hang out with women. Actually, this problem caused my dilemma to chose between AM6 rerun and WM run. Ultimately, I can wait to the spring to start WM run. Season for girls is almost end.

You just said you're not asexual and then that you don't care about sex, which is it?
I think fear is your issue, and you've suppressed your desire for sex so you don't have to face rejection.

Maybe he has enough more important priorities in life. Sometimes, I don't care about sex neither because there are enough other things I have/want to focus on.

He said he was attracted to a girl and didn't approach because he couldn't motivate himself to. I don't think he was focusing on other areas of his life while he was at a party
I'm just offering a possibility because there seems to be some incongruency going on. I went through a year long dry spell once and after a while I started to suppress my desire and delude myself that I just wasn't interested, when really, I was just scared.

[Voytek]

Vincent_Vega is correct. I have more important things in my life than sex or may be "ignoti nulla cupido". I`m 100% virgin so may be that`s why sex isn`t important for me at all. I don`t even have a desire to meet and dating women and that was one of two reasons why I was hardly considering WM run just after AM6, especially since I`ve achieved awesome results with AM6. Here they`re;

All bulletpoints that I needed to accomplish was;
-Maturity improvement.
-Kill excuses and refuse to accept them from yourself or anyone else.
-Approaching focus, for making it easier to approach others, especially attractive females.
-Be able to effortlessly approach any woman you want – and the more attractive you find her, the easier it will be.
-Self empowerment/self empowering.
-Have unshakable self confidence. (That was the most important thing for me and AM6`s done it for me!)
-Be selective about whom you spend your time with, and which women you give your time, interest and affections to.
-Exude an aura of confidence, commanding presence and authority, which gets you respect, attention and obedience.
-Display graceful, confident body language, which broadcasts your power and dominance to all, but especially females.
-Display the attitude, thinking, actions and speech patterns of an Alpha Male.
-Strong, centered masculinity and masculine presence.

I`ve achieved all this bulletpoints on great level but I still have an avarage results with;
-Destruction of laziness
-Motivation boost
-Doing what needs to be done, because it needs to be done, and that is the way of the Alpha

Rest of bulletpoints have been already there before I start AM training but I noticed slightly progress in some of them. That`s why I was hardly considering to run WM from October. I know that WM also helps you to achieve those 3 bulletpoints. I thought that combination of ASC, Seek The Challenge, Ultra Motivation is the best for me and that why I decided to run AM6. Now I need sth like last two (STC and UM) and I know that AM6 works that way but WM also. I don`t need anything like EPRHA becasue I`ve never had any serious emotional issues despite my very harsh childhood. I`ve never sought validation or approval from others. Never been needy, always known my value, never had a problem with relations with people. In general, I`m cheerful guy from many years despite many bad experiences and my personal hell that lasted 4 years. (I was able to smile and joke around despite very strong pharmacologically caused depression). This transition via hell has made me pretty strong son of a b. May be that`s all engendered lack of resistance (only via 3 stages I couldn`t sleep more than 5-6 hrs, I was waking up earlier than normal) in my AM6 progress and such a great result.

Now you have a better vision of my progress and I assure you that I`m frank with you and myself. Any comments?

[Voytek]

No, robstar, I`m not asexual. For exemple, yesterday I was on the little party with friends (there was a bunch of girls) and I was attracted to this women but I didn`t have high enough motivation to try seduce one of them. My only problem is to motivate myself to approach women in sexual way. I don`t care about sex or even to hang out with women. Actually, this problem caused my dilemma to chose between AM6 rerun and WM run. Ultimately, I can wait to the spring to start WM run. Season for girls is almost end.

You just said you're not asexual and then that you don't care about sex, which is it?
I think fear is your issue, and you've suppressed your desire for sex so you don't have to face rejection.

Maybe he has enough more important priorities in life. Sometimes, I don't care about sex neither because there are enough other things I have/want to focus on.

He said he was attracted to a girl and didn't approach because he couldn't motivate himself to. I don't think he was focusing on other areas of his life while he was at a party
I'm just offering a possibility because there seems to be some incongruency going on. I went through a year long dry spell once and after a while I started to suppress my desire and delude myself that I just wasn't interested, when really, I was just scared.

No, I don`t have any social (women) anxiety but IDGF about sex. This is my lifetime issue, I guess, that`s also why WM is on my list.

[Voytek]

Actually, robstar, may be you`re right. It seems to me now that I could be a bit asexual guy and want to try WM in the future to increase my desire for women.

[robstar]

It could just be low sex drive. For me sex dominated my mind and high school and I masturbated like 3 times a day haha. Would you rather have sex with a girl or just cuddle up with a good movie?

[robstar]

Asexual is not a bad thing btw, if anything it would make life a lot easier haha. Research showed the longest lasting marriages are between two partners with low sex drives.

[Voytek]

It could just be low sex drive. For me sex dominated my mind and high school and I masturbated like 3 times a day haha. Would you rather have sex with a girl or just cuddle up with a good movie?

Yeah, I think that little porn`s addiction lowers my sex drive. I can easily attract cute women and hold this attraction on high level but IDGF to make it more sexual. As I`ve mentioned before "ignoti nulla cupido". Probably, I feel very low sex drive becasue I`ve never made love.

[robstar]

Do you watch porn regularly? Man if that's the case then it's the reason! Your brain is wired to porn rather than real girls, so you don't produce dopamine (chemical of desire and motivation) around real girls. Get on yourbrainonporn.com and read up on it!

[Voytek]

Thanks, robstar.
Actually, I`m addicted from almost 25 years but I can drop this any time. Seriously. I have a long time periods but I was returning to this habit for "fun". I`ll drop this shit today and gonna see what I`ll do at thursday's party. One more fap, mommy, and that`s all, I swear.