05-11-2019, 07:28 PM
Oomph. Getting hit by some serious - I don't even know what to call it - sentimentality? Re-working of the past? I really don't know. It's all related to the stuff I've been reporting on recently, and it's all surrounded by things that are, in my mind, related (time of year, events going on, etc.). It's like it's all unraveling before my eyes, so to speak. Also, fuck you, Lacan, like, for reals - if anyone gets the chance, read that guy. Don't read "about" him, don't read stuff that was written based on his works, or as an analysis - read him *directly* (preferably in French, if you can).
Trouble is, I have no one to vent to about this - as I don't believe I can trust anyone with matters of this sort (either that, or the few people I do believe I *could* trust are actually other women who are into me, which would just be mean). I called up an old friend, told her I need to vent, she acquiesced - she's bonkers, but I think I can trust her not to *tell* anyone who could use this or spread rumors; just gotta remember to take any "advice" she might have with a metric ton of salt.
Trouble is, I have no one to vent to about this - as I don't believe I can trust anyone with matters of this sort (either that, or the few people I do believe I *could* trust are actually other women who are into me, which would just be mean). I called up an old friend, told her I need to vent, she acquiesced - she's bonkers, but I think I can trust her not to *tell* anyone who could use this or spread rumors; just gotta remember to take any "advice" she might have with a metric ton of salt.
"A man who is doing his True Will has the inertia of the Universe to assist him." - A. Crowley
