01-04-2019, 05:33 PM
A little bit on the DMSI front:
Met a lovely little lady at my ex's birthday partay (so last week), and she was very much responding to my presence. At New Year's, I sent her some best wishes etc. Today, I was at a meetup with friends (same crowd, no ex in sight thankfully
By the by, I'm fed up with her. She stalked me to the new year's party I was attending, even though she explicitly stated at her birthday she ain't going there, lol, and tried pulling her usual stuff, haha. Well, good luck with that now, hon 
), and one of the guys who was in attendance (friends with the lovely little lady) informed me out of the blue that "lovely little lady says hello". I'm like "that's nice, thank her for me", to which he said: "you know, she's been wondering whether you are flirting with her", to which I said "scrap that, I'll thank her myself" (lol), thanked her for the "hello", got an immediate response with "hopes for a meeting soon", heh. We shall see how this develops.
I'll write more about that thing from my previous post tomorrow (I am attempting to use that "performance focus mindset" thing to facillitate relentless fear removal and thus increased effectiveness of execution, and it does seem to be working. I'll need more time to know for sure, although, heck, maybe with the slated improvements to FRM it won't be necessary in the long run). Kinda tired, and have a thing tomorrow to attend. Bardic practice went very well, also ran into two of my more loyal responders while I was at it (I kinda had a hunch earlier today I'd see the first one, because I found myself thinking of her butt for no apparent reason - apart from it being a very nice butt, obviously - the other one accosted me out of the blue, lol) and now I have a thing tomorrow to which I got invited by one of them, heh.
Continuing DMSIng, 5 loops at -25dB, Ocean Surf Hybrid.
Met a lovely little lady at my ex's birthday partay (so last week), and she was very much responding to my presence. At New Year's, I sent her some best wishes etc. Today, I was at a meetup with friends (same crowd, no ex in sight thankfully
By the by, I'm fed up with her. She stalked me to the new year's party I was attending, even though she explicitly stated at her birthday she ain't going there, lol, and tried pulling her usual stuff, haha. Well, good luck with that now, hon ), and one of the guys who was in attendance (friends with the lovely little lady) informed me out of the blue that "lovely little lady says hello". I'm like "that's nice, thank her for me", to which he said: "you know, she's been wondering whether you are flirting with her", to which I said "scrap that, I'll thank her myself" (lol), thanked her for the "hello", got an immediate response with "hopes for a meeting soon", heh. We shall see how this develops.I'll write more about that thing from my previous post tomorrow (I am attempting to use that "performance focus mindset" thing to facillitate relentless fear removal and thus increased effectiveness of execution, and it does seem to be working. I'll need more time to know for sure, although, heck, maybe with the slated improvements to FRM it won't be necessary in the long run). Kinda tired, and have a thing tomorrow to attend. Bardic practice went very well, also ran into two of my more loyal responders while I was at it (I kinda had a hunch earlier today I'd see the first one, because I found myself thinking of her butt for no apparent reason - apart from it being a very nice butt, obviously - the other one accosted me out of the blue, lol) and now I have a thing tomorrow to which I got invited by one of them, heh.
Continuing DMSIng, 5 loops at -25dB, Ocean Surf Hybrid.
"A man who is doing his True Will has the inertia of the Universe to assist him." - A. Crowley
