After 50+ days on MLS 5.5G ill be back on DMSI in a few days. My run with MLS was a bit dazy and resistance filled, more H&C need i assume. The dreams were craaaazy like this one dream i was experiancing an alternate made up ending of Game of Thrones and i was spectating from above. Man im it was so good i truly believe it will be 1000x better than the actual ending.
Little background on me: I've been testing DMSI since v2.3 and have deleted most of my journals out of fear. I was pretty much a virgin pre DMSI ( Only had sex once five years ago drunk at a party and can't remember any of it. I was one shade above stonewalling and had a pretty rough year with the earlier versions of DMSI although there were moments of pure execution ( Where the design goal was met ) although i never closed the deal out of fear even with the many chances i had.
In May i met with my INFJ ex and she was exactly what i needed. She healed my insecurities and we kinda evolved toghether. We didn't have sex though since she didnt want to. So we were toghether for a while then she went cold, thats when i match with my fwb who im seeing right now and the sex is great. That was 2 weeks after i started MLS and i was still feeling DMSI doing it's thing. A while later i met another one off tinder and now im seeing both now.
Back to DMSI NOW
PS: Having went from being a total loser to someone who is actually good now i can't say it was quite as expected. It was cool for a while but now its like yeah no big deal. It was never a big deal i suppose. Im still the same person, though i did grow a lot when i was with my ex.
Little background on me: I've been testing DMSI since v2.3 and have deleted most of my journals out of fear. I was pretty much a virgin pre DMSI ( Only had sex once five years ago drunk at a party and can't remember any of it. I was one shade above stonewalling and had a pretty rough year with the earlier versions of DMSI although there were moments of pure execution ( Where the design goal was met ) although i never closed the deal out of fear even with the many chances i had.
In May i met with my INFJ ex and she was exactly what i needed. She healed my insecurities and we kinda evolved toghether. We didn't have sex though since she didnt want to. So we were toghether for a while then she went cold, thats when i match with my fwb who im seeing right now and the sex is great. That was 2 weeks after i started MLS and i was still feeling DMSI doing it's thing. A while later i met another one off tinder and now im seeing both now.
Back to DMSI NOW
PS: Having went from being a total loser to someone who is actually good now i can't say it was quite as expected. It was cool for a while but now its like yeah no big deal. It was never a big deal i suppose. Im still the same person, though i did grow a lot when i was with my ex.
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