01-10-2014, 01:05 AM
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5 days away from the end of stage 1 Alpha 5-
1. Things have come back around--feeling very good-and clear
2. Discipline is shooting up more and more-I care about and feel more capable about my life so I'm putting even more effort into it without feeling burdened at all.
3. I mentioned I'm not really working anymore but money is coming from very strange angles-as in I'm getting opportunities for quick bursts of cash all over the place-$150 dollars to ship out a portfolio here-$100 to help the elderly friend take down her curtains etc. Not sure if this has anything to do with Alpha but its cool
4. Feeling more in control of myself and my life
5. I'm caring even less about what people think of me while feeling a stronger need to represent myself powerfully
6. Definitely more internally pissed off about 'stupid, phony, or dickish' behavior-at least what I think they are
7. In Jujitsu I'm more comfortable tapping out higher ranked students-it sounds stupid but I would have trouble letting myself beat them even if I could at moments.
5 days away from the end of stage 1 Alpha 5-
1. Things have come back around--feeling very good-and clear
2. Discipline is shooting up more and more-I care about and feel more capable about my life so I'm putting even more effort into it without feeling burdened at all.
3. I mentioned I'm not really working anymore but money is coming from very strange angles-as in I'm getting opportunities for quick bursts of cash all over the place-$150 dollars to ship out a portfolio here-$100 to help the elderly friend take down her curtains etc. Not sure if this has anything to do with Alpha but its cool
4. Feeling more in control of myself and my life
5. I'm caring even less about what people think of me while feeling a stronger need to represent myself powerfully
6. Definitely more internally pissed off about 'stupid, phony, or dickish' behavior-at least what I think they are
7. In Jujitsu I'm more comfortable tapping out higher ranked students-it sounds stupid but I would have trouble letting myself beat them even if I could at moments.
1. There is always some madness in love. But there is also always some reason in madness.
2. A thinker sees his own actions as experiments and questions... Success and failure are for him answers above all.
3. I would not know what the spirit of a philosopher might wish more then to be than a good dancer.-F.N.
2. A thinker sees his own actions as experiments and questions... Success and failure are for him answers above all.
3. I would not know what the spirit of a philosopher might wish more then to be than a good dancer.-F.N.
