01-04-2014, 12:34 PM
I've fallen a little behind our wonderful world of subliminal(s)-I'm about 24 days into Alpha 5 (Alpha 6 out!-only found out today lol)
(sidenote: @ Shannon or Spiral or anyone who knows-I only bought half the 5 version, so I'm assuming and hoping lol there is a way to still purchase the second half in the coming months)
stage 1. The first 3 days were mentally exhausting
but felt very refreshing, like I was being reborn.
The next 17 days felt better and better. Like I was becoming
just a more driven, on top of it, version of myself.
The last 4 days have been mentally exhausting again,
and I'm feeling a little like I just want to cocoon, there is stuff I know I NEED and WANT to do but I'm just feeling to insular for it yet very comfortable and not judging myself for the time out. (On a side not I do train MMA almost every day for 2-4 hours and the new exhaustion could be that finally catching up to me this month-but that is something I have been doing for a while now)
Noticeable changes so far
1. I follow through more
2. Very hard to procrastinate already
3. More driven towards the things I care about and enjoy that are not distractions
4. Along the same line as point three I find it harder to waste time, playing phone games or watching net flix is almost non-existent now-before it would be my way of rejuvenating -now I do something educational or creative.
5. More self control in spending.
6. More thought before decisions.
7. I get angrier with bullshit and know when to control it and be assertive and know when to just start blasting.
8. Socializing is a joke its so easy-this has always been a strong point for me but now I'm feeling even more solid in myself, less swayed by external circumstance, and able to just relate more normally and not need to "seduce/charm" or even "Self-entertain"-both those happen without trying. Likewise my friendships are feeling deeper and more real, while I feel I need them less and less. Although I am craving the company of people I can trust and be accountable with in terms of business and training.
9. Everything is very natural-very impressed with this program so far. Did not expect to be noticing so much stuff yet have it all so seamlessly. And this isn't even really an Alpha Training stage.
Glad to be back on the carbon crusher..I'm sure the pressure will get strong-but the Diamond will pop out.
(sidenote: @ Shannon or Spiral or anyone who knows-I only bought half the 5 version, so I'm assuming and hoping lol there is a way to still purchase the second half in the coming months)
stage 1. The first 3 days were mentally exhausting
but felt very refreshing, like I was being reborn.
The next 17 days felt better and better. Like I was becoming
just a more driven, on top of it, version of myself.
The last 4 days have been mentally exhausting again,
and I'm feeling a little like I just want to cocoon, there is stuff I know I NEED and WANT to do but I'm just feeling to insular for it yet very comfortable and not judging myself for the time out. (On a side not I do train MMA almost every day for 2-4 hours and the new exhaustion could be that finally catching up to me this month-but that is something I have been doing for a while now)
Noticeable changes so far
1. I follow through more
2. Very hard to procrastinate already
3. More driven towards the things I care about and enjoy that are not distractions
4. Along the same line as point three I find it harder to waste time, playing phone games or watching net flix is almost non-existent now-before it would be my way of rejuvenating -now I do something educational or creative.
5. More self control in spending.
6. More thought before decisions.
7. I get angrier with bullshit and know when to control it and be assertive and know when to just start blasting.
8. Socializing is a joke its so easy-this has always been a strong point for me but now I'm feeling even more solid in myself, less swayed by external circumstance, and able to just relate more normally and not need to "seduce/charm" or even "Self-entertain"-both those happen without trying. Likewise my friendships are feeling deeper and more real, while I feel I need them less and less. Although I am craving the company of people I can trust and be accountable with in terms of business and training.
9. Everything is very natural-very impressed with this program so far. Did not expect to be noticing so much stuff yet have it all so seamlessly. And this isn't even really an Alpha Training stage.
Glad to be back on the carbon crusher..I'm sure the pressure will get strong-but the Diamond will pop out.
1. There is always some madness in love. But there is also always some reason in madness.
2. A thinker sees his own actions as experiments and questions... Success and failure are for him answers above all.
3. I would not know what the spirit of a philosopher might wish more then to be than a good dancer.-F.N.
2. A thinker sees his own actions as experiments and questions... Success and failure are for him answers above all.
3. I would not know what the spirit of a philosopher might wish more then to be than a good dancer.-F.N.
Thoroughly enjoying reading your journal. Keep it up.
