12-26-2017, 09:15 PM
Sounds like Self Esteem is pretty cool, i'd assume we can expect more shifts emotionally and with confidence and such with SE as opposed to UD as it's more specifically focused on that.
I unfortunately seemed to have derailed UD but it got me to a point of honestly and expression even E2 and DMSI didn't do and I started saying things that made me angry that I was always told I shouldn't say or that was bad to say but I just had enough of being treated in a certain way and expressed it. It felt powerful, I also noticed it seemed to be directing me towards expressing my masculinity more. Aswell as being more assertive due to being annoyed at certain things, reminds me of AM a bit.
Though a few weeks ago the frustration built up massively and went and since then i've been feeling weaker than I have in a long time, unable to be assertive and such and it's annoying me.
I unfortunately seemed to have derailed UD but it got me to a point of honestly and expression even E2 and DMSI didn't do and I started saying things that made me angry that I was always told I shouldn't say or that was bad to say but I just had enough of being treated in a certain way and expressed it. It felt powerful, I also noticed it seemed to be directing me towards expressing my masculinity more. Aswell as being more assertive due to being annoyed at certain things, reminds me of AM a bit.
Though a few weeks ago the frustration built up massively and went and since then i've been feeling weaker than I have in a long time, unable to be assertive and such and it's annoying me.
