This program has made me realize that I want to lower my Testosterone Replacement therapy dose and go back to a lower / average testosterone life versus the extremely above average replacement doses I give myself.
I noticed my personality is naturally feminine (not gay, not metro sexual ,) feminine in the same since that most artists, musicians dancers males are.
Also I noticed my extreme empathy which is natural in my personality becomes extremely diminished when I do higher doses of Test. My personality isn't nearly as lovable and awesome.
I never had high test growing up and even while on AM and Sex magnet I was always low test. It was after woman magnet I decided to use steroids which led me to ruining my natural production until I decide to go for 6 months without any test at all in my body to heal my body naturally. waiting for a better situation my life before I heal my body.. or i might stay on TRT.
but either way i'm going to lower my dose to my natural personality that I had before roids.
For the record I had all those amazing results with women BEFORE roids so I was low Test and higher estrogen then I have been for the last year.
I had more results with women during those times. During AM / SM / WM last year.
I feel more confident with higher test and I feel better confidence wise. But humans are supposed to be emotional and by making my self cold I diminish my personality. I've tested this on myself
i've been on 0 test and been on EXTREMELY high test and every where in between and i can tell you my personality goes to shit when on high test and i'm a completely different person.
Socially I was doing allot better before being on higher test as well.
I subtly feel some issues being cleared out but nothing too dramatic I've noticed yet.
I've been working hard on my music and haven't been thinking about women at all lately. That happened to me last winter too during BASE 2.1.
I noticed my personality is naturally feminine (not gay, not metro sexual ,) feminine in the same since that most artists, musicians dancers males are.
Also I noticed my extreme empathy which is natural in my personality becomes extremely diminished when I do higher doses of Test. My personality isn't nearly as lovable and awesome.
I never had high test growing up and even while on AM and Sex magnet I was always low test. It was after woman magnet I decided to use steroids which led me to ruining my natural production until I decide to go for 6 months without any test at all in my body to heal my body naturally. waiting for a better situation my life before I heal my body.. or i might stay on TRT.
but either way i'm going to lower my dose to my natural personality that I had before roids.
For the record I had all those amazing results with women BEFORE roids so I was low Test and higher estrogen then I have been for the last year.
I had more results with women during those times. During AM / SM / WM last year.
I feel more confident with higher test and I feel better confidence wise. But humans are supposed to be emotional and by making my self cold I diminish my personality. I've tested this on myself
i've been on 0 test and been on EXTREMELY high test and every where in between and i can tell you my personality goes to shit when on high test and i'm a completely different person.
Socially I was doing allot better before being on higher test as well.
I subtly feel some issues being cleared out but nothing too dramatic I've noticed yet.
I've been working hard on my music and haven't been thinking about women at all lately. That happened to me last winter too during BASE 2.1.
