10-03-2016, 11:17 PM
Day 30 -
Didn't encounter any women today. Except for the asian lady at my work who was smiling allot at me. I lost interest in her and have stopped trying and flirting completely. She's not that attractive and I don't know why I was so flirty and sexual with her before.
One thing that I was just thinking though that I wanted to mention to you guys is that on Day 28 at the bar with my friends and the the beautiful waitress, that was my first time out in a long time and I can honestly say that was the first time I've never been in my head at ALL in a social situation like that.
I never ever think about what im going to say in my head before I say it, I'm 100 percent in the moment at all time.It's a surreal feeling. It's a feeling I've only ever heard Pua's talk about and I imagined and only ever experienced before on drugs (mdma) at a rave years ago.
I'm so grateful it's not even funny. Years ago when I had social anxiety and I studied PUA and Male/female attraction extensively I always envisioned and dreamed that one day I could become who I am today.
I haven't been able to go out as much as I like to see my full potentional ( i have 10 pm curfew for getting in trouble with the law (marijuana) and I've had probation for the last year and a half.
I imagine if I went out to a club, rave or house party I would be a different man completely.
I've been progressing continuously and I am really excited for who I will 2 months, 6 months a year and 10 years from now. This growth has so far been continuous and I've had this very same feeling before.
DMSI so far has been the real cherry on top that has made all the subliminals I've done before truly shine. The healing in DMSI has so far been tremendous for me.
I've been wounded internally with women many times growing up and some of those insecuritys cut deep. Now I'm a new man with a raging sexuality that's been deprived and just waiting to be unleashed.
Unfortunately I am not able to go out past 10pm for at least another 6 months so we will continue to grow and when I finally am able to go out again we will see exactly how drastic the difference will be.
The other night at the bar showed me who a glimpse of the sexual beast I've become. Honestly, in my day to day life when I don't encounter allot of women it doesn't show me how effective the program is. I've only went out to a bar twice in the last year and half and I didn't realize how much I've changed until I went out in a social setting. Then it really shows.
The change is not minor at all, I used to have extreme issues with expressing my sexuality and talking to women in general. Now I am literally a different man. The man I always wanted to be.
I have allot of joy rushing through me right now and at work when I think about what continuing usage and using 3.0 will do to me.
Shannon thanks again my friend. You saved my life. if I could ask you one favor, please add overcome premature ejaculation in DMSI or increased performance/duration.
That would be an awesome cherry on top as well
Didn't encounter any women today. Except for the asian lady at my work who was smiling allot at me. I lost interest in her and have stopped trying and flirting completely. She's not that attractive and I don't know why I was so flirty and sexual with her before.
One thing that I was just thinking though that I wanted to mention to you guys is that on Day 28 at the bar with my friends and the the beautiful waitress, that was my first time out in a long time and I can honestly say that was the first time I've never been in my head at ALL in a social situation like that.
I never ever think about what im going to say in my head before I say it, I'm 100 percent in the moment at all time.It's a surreal feeling. It's a feeling I've only ever heard Pua's talk about and I imagined and only ever experienced before on drugs (mdma) at a rave years ago.
I'm so grateful it's not even funny. Years ago when I had social anxiety and I studied PUA and Male/female attraction extensively I always envisioned and dreamed that one day I could become who I am today.
I haven't been able to go out as much as I like to see my full potentional ( i have 10 pm curfew for getting in trouble with the law (marijuana) and I've had probation for the last year and a half.
I imagine if I went out to a club, rave or house party I would be a different man completely.
I've been progressing continuously and I am really excited for who I will 2 months, 6 months a year and 10 years from now. This growth has so far been continuous and I've had this very same feeling before.
DMSI so far has been the real cherry on top that has made all the subliminals I've done before truly shine. The healing in DMSI has so far been tremendous for me.
I've been wounded internally with women many times growing up and some of those insecuritys cut deep. Now I'm a new man with a raging sexuality that's been deprived and just waiting to be unleashed.
Unfortunately I am not able to go out past 10pm for at least another 6 months so we will continue to grow and when I finally am able to go out again we will see exactly how drastic the difference will be.
The other night at the bar showed me who a glimpse of the sexual beast I've become. Honestly, in my day to day life when I don't encounter allot of women it doesn't show me how effective the program is. I've only went out to a bar twice in the last year and half and I didn't realize how much I've changed until I went out in a social setting. Then it really shows.
The change is not minor at all, I used to have extreme issues with expressing my sexuality and talking to women in general. Now I am literally a different man. The man I always wanted to be.
I have allot of joy rushing through me right now and at work when I think about what continuing usage and using 3.0 will do to me.
Shannon thanks again my friend. You saved my life. if I could ask you one favor, please add overcome premature ejaculation in DMSI or increased performance/duration.
That would be an awesome cherry on top as well
