03-28-2011, 10:04 PM
ell I dropped everything but alpha and feel tranformed at this point.
I'm Just feel really cool . I'm relaxed and smooth with some hiccups
Of something along the way. I'm carefree and not very motivated in general
But when I get started I've become so focused, efficient and unstoppable.
I'm very aggressive about getting wha needs to get done, done and going after what I want.
I seem to be manifesting something with women but its subtler than what some alpha stage 3ers seem to be saying, less assertiveness on the female end but I do seem to be getting a ton of effortless eye seduction, really responsive feminie reactions from women, especially sexy beautiful ones and in most social situations I find myself with women surrounding me and wanting to talk but not be very good at it lol except for some
I really want to quit my job and take some time off to reasses everything but can't afford to right now.
I went to house party back at college and not like it means anything but I made out with 7 of the 'hottest' girls I've done that with in my life. Two of which I suprised myself at how sexually assertive and honest I was with. One I left when I found out she had a boyfriend, after she wouldn't go home with me lol and the other I went back with but then the four girls she Roomed with came home and she kicked me out-sigh. It was a lot of fun and I felt very immune to whatever happened just happy to have pushed in such a fun way. Something still a little off but I start stage 6 Friday and I'm sure that'll balance it all out. Lastly I will say I'm getting crazy respect and friendliness everywhere I go and I have zero tolerance for much less
I'm Just feel really cool . I'm relaxed and smooth with some hiccups
Of something along the way. I'm carefree and not very motivated in general
But when I get started I've become so focused, efficient and unstoppable.
I'm very aggressive about getting wha needs to get done, done and going after what I want.
I seem to be manifesting something with women but its subtler than what some alpha stage 3ers seem to be saying, less assertiveness on the female end but I do seem to be getting a ton of effortless eye seduction, really responsive feminie reactions from women, especially sexy beautiful ones and in most social situations I find myself with women surrounding me and wanting to talk but not be very good at it lol except for some
I really want to quit my job and take some time off to reasses everything but can't afford to right now.
I went to house party back at college and not like it means anything but I made out with 7 of the 'hottest' girls I've done that with in my life. Two of which I suprised myself at how sexually assertive and honest I was with. One I left when I found out she had a boyfriend, after she wouldn't go home with me lol and the other I went back with but then the four girls she Roomed with came home and she kicked me out-sigh. It was a lot of fun and I felt very immune to whatever happened just happy to have pushed in such a fun way. Something still a little off but I start stage 6 Friday and I'm sure that'll balance it all out. Lastly I will say I'm getting crazy respect and friendliness everywhere I go and I have zero tolerance for much less
1. There is always some madness in love. But there is also always some reason in madness.
2. A thinker sees his own actions as experiments and questions... Success and failure are for him answers above all.
3. I would not know what the spirit of a philosopher might wish more then to be than a good dancer.-F.N.
2. A thinker sees his own actions as experiments and questions... Success and failure are for him answers above all.
3. I would not know what the spirit of a philosopher might wish more then to be than a good dancer.-F.N.
