03-15-2011, 01:18 AM
Ok update time
Two weeks into stage 5, I'm on cloud nine
I am super happy, and energized most of the time
Am pushing my internal and external boundries a lot and
Almost nonstop. I feel like the Alpha energizer bunny lol
I've started meditating again and hitting the gym hard.
And am meeting some of the most attractive women, on the streets of the city, and following up with them
Because I know what I am not thinking of the outcome, it has nothing to do with my sense of self anymore.
Ill list the further effects
Almost zero procrastination
A lot of confidence but its kept in check
zero care about the mythical concept called rejection
Focusing way more on my own life
Qualifying women and other naturally
Controlled drive and aggression
Taking care of my diet and hygene more
Total indifference to being in a relationsjip
Or having women in my life
Much more masculine and chill but flirty with women
Especially with ones I am interested in
And going after what I want with women more
More ok fitting in and more ok not fitting in
Others are super respectful
I feel more myself in the best way than ever
Eye seduction going on def.
Zero social anxiety and in general no self conciousness
A feeling of perpetual internal validation lol
A ton of gratitude
More resistance to what I don't want to do in life
More confrontational and standing my ground in a humorous/aggressive way
About truths of mine
Zero vegging out to tv or web
The only time I watch tv now is once a week when
Ill have one 4 hour call of duty session with six of my friends but that's an event lol
This stage seems to be doing so much for myself and my life its ridiculous
Luck magnifier def seems to amplify alphas effectivened and diminish resistance.
Two weeks into stage 5, I'm on cloud nine
I am super happy, and energized most of the time
Am pushing my internal and external boundries a lot and
Almost nonstop. I feel like the Alpha energizer bunny lol
I've started meditating again and hitting the gym hard.
And am meeting some of the most attractive women, on the streets of the city, and following up with them
Because I know what I am not thinking of the outcome, it has nothing to do with my sense of self anymore.
Ill list the further effects
Almost zero procrastination
A lot of confidence but its kept in check
zero care about the mythical concept called rejection
Focusing way more on my own life
Qualifying women and other naturally
Controlled drive and aggression
Taking care of my diet and hygene more
Total indifference to being in a relationsjip
Or having women in my life
Much more masculine and chill but flirty with women
Especially with ones I am interested in
And going after what I want with women more
More ok fitting in and more ok not fitting in
Others are super respectful
I feel more myself in the best way than ever
Eye seduction going on def.
Zero social anxiety and in general no self conciousness
A feeling of perpetual internal validation lol
A ton of gratitude
More resistance to what I don't want to do in life
More confrontational and standing my ground in a humorous/aggressive way
About truths of mine
Zero vegging out to tv or web
The only time I watch tv now is once a week when
Ill have one 4 hour call of duty session with six of my friends but that's an event lol
This stage seems to be doing so much for myself and my life its ridiculous
Luck magnifier def seems to amplify alphas effectivened and diminish resistance.
1. There is always some madness in love. But there is also always some reason in madness.
2. A thinker sees his own actions as experiments and questions... Success and failure are for him answers above all.
3. I would not know what the spirit of a philosopher might wish more then to be than a good dancer.-F.N.
2. A thinker sees his own actions as experiments and questions... Success and failure are for him answers above all.
3. I would not know what the spirit of a philosopher might wish more then to be than a good dancer.-F.N.
