03-05-2011, 06:20 PM
About nine days into stage 5 011
except for some rough patches which include just being bummed out for a bit (at this stage its usually only an hour or two), down
to zero social anxiety
approaching women has become easy most of the time
I have moments of feeling in such powerful states of presence out of the blue, like
when I used to read eckhart tolle and it really clicked. Last night I lost my phone
and normally that would flip me out, cause its a droid and has a lot of important stuff for me work and social wise, I felt this incredible aggression but there was so much space around it and control, it became like fuel instead of something to bother me. Anyway I woke up the next morning after a great night out and when I realized I didn't have my phone anymore I had this mini satori where I felt everything I would ever need inside of me, it was just this pure energy of being eternally free and self sufficient. I really think this has a lot to do with stage 5 as in general I just feel totally in 'state' a lot of the time since I started it. I'm just chill and positive but very assertive and aggressive. I feel like I would imagine don draper to feel on one of his better days.
After I lost my phone this girl I met asked me for my number and I gave her my brothers number instead, I told her it was my brothers of course. She kept texting to try to meet up, at 4 in the morning?
, but my brother had his phone with him for an alarm cause he had work in the morning.
boo hoo
I'm enjoying luck magnifier still but only getting about an hour in a day. I want to try to up my exposure to it for the next week or two and then switch to charisma sub as that is where the bandwagaon of awesomeness seems to be going lol As far as luck magnifier goes, I am experiencing minor synchronization, getting money out of the blue when I need it most, from a parent tipping me, (I teach robotics to kids), my brother paying me back for something I forgot about months ago etc, and stuff seems to be lining up more. About once a week a play call of duty with some friends and over 10 times now I will chuck a grenade from across the whole map, and randomly hit everywhere on the opposing team, not the most productive use of luck, but this never happened before LM lol
except for some rough patches which include just being bummed out for a bit (at this stage its usually only an hour or two), down
to zero social anxiety
approaching women has become easy most of the time
I have moments of feeling in such powerful states of presence out of the blue, like
when I used to read eckhart tolle and it really clicked. Last night I lost my phone
and normally that would flip me out, cause its a droid and has a lot of important stuff for me work and social wise, I felt this incredible aggression but there was so much space around it and control, it became like fuel instead of something to bother me. Anyway I woke up the next morning after a great night out and when I realized I didn't have my phone anymore I had this mini satori where I felt everything I would ever need inside of me, it was just this pure energy of being eternally free and self sufficient. I really think this has a lot to do with stage 5 as in general I just feel totally in 'state' a lot of the time since I started it. I'm just chill and positive but very assertive and aggressive. I feel like I would imagine don draper to feel on one of his better days.
After I lost my phone this girl I met asked me for my number and I gave her my brothers number instead, I told her it was my brothers of course. She kept texting to try to meet up, at 4 in the morning?
, but my brother had his phone with him for an alarm cause he had work in the morning.boo hoo
I'm enjoying luck magnifier still but only getting about an hour in a day. I want to try to up my exposure to it for the next week or two and then switch to charisma sub as that is where the bandwagaon of awesomeness seems to be going lol As far as luck magnifier goes, I am experiencing minor synchronization, getting money out of the blue when I need it most, from a parent tipping me, (I teach robotics to kids), my brother paying me back for something I forgot about months ago etc, and stuff seems to be lining up more. About once a week a play call of duty with some friends and over 10 times now I will chuck a grenade from across the whole map, and randomly hit everywhere on the opposing team, not the most productive use of luck, but this never happened before LM lol
1. There is always some madness in love. But there is also always some reason in madness.
2. A thinker sees his own actions as experiments and questions... Success and failure are for him answers above all.
3. I would not know what the spirit of a philosopher might wish more then to be than a good dancer.-F.N.
2. A thinker sees his own actions as experiments and questions... Success and failure are for him answers above all.
3. I would not know what the spirit of a philosopher might wish more then to be than a good dancer.-F.N.
