02-23-2011, 03:51 PM
Every time I state my negative experiences on this
forum everything gets better usually in a day or two.
I have two more days of stage 4 011
and I definitely released alot of crud.
The schools where I teach had a week vacation so
I took the week to go up to vermont and maine, go snowboarding and snowmobiling
and just spend time away from fast past city life and chill out. No Woceyes Im not drinking
while doing any of these things
I have been feeling amazing on 8-10 hours Alpha stage 4 and 2 hours LM.
I feel really whole and present, assertive/aggressive in a good way, super proactive about my own life. Much more confident and relaxed and what I love about stage 4 now is that I feel like I am leading, in control of myself and leading myself, and others just really fall into alignment, not in a controlling way at all but just like a really 'happy to do so' way. Animals at first are horrified of me, even big dogs or cats just run, its really annoying actually cause I want to pet them, then they get super friendly and follow me around lol. When I went to some clothing stores this week and put on a jacket the milf who worked there came up and started touching me all over and complimenting the jacket, then she started looking for the tag in the back while rubbing my neck. I was very nice to her but obviously not gonna take it anywhere and when I went to put the jacket back, a super cute girl on her way to the changing room just stopped, pulled her shirt off and switched cloths! I dont know if the show was for me but I like to things like that happen in my presence Stage 4 really seems to be pulling together women wise, as for a while I felt like it was repelling and now I feel just super casual chick magnet again, but I never think about this, it just kind of happens. Stage 5 in 2 days woooo
forum everything gets better usually in a day or two.
I have two more days of stage 4 011
and I definitely released alot of crud.
The schools where I teach had a week vacation so
I took the week to go up to vermont and maine, go snowboarding and snowmobiling
and just spend time away from fast past city life and chill out. No Woceyes Im not drinking
while doing any of these things
I have been feeling amazing on 8-10 hours Alpha stage 4 and 2 hours LM.
I feel really whole and present, assertive/aggressive in a good way, super proactive about my own life. Much more confident and relaxed and what I love about stage 4 now is that I feel like I am leading, in control of myself and leading myself, and others just really fall into alignment, not in a controlling way at all but just like a really 'happy to do so' way. Animals at first are horrified of me, even big dogs or cats just run, its really annoying actually cause I want to pet them, then they get super friendly and follow me around lol. When I went to some clothing stores this week and put on a jacket the milf who worked there came up and started touching me all over and complimenting the jacket, then she started looking for the tag in the back while rubbing my neck. I was very nice to her but obviously not gonna take it anywhere and when I went to put the jacket back, a super cute girl on her way to the changing room just stopped, pulled her shirt off and switched cloths! I dont know if the show was for me but I like to things like that happen in my presence
Stage 4 really seems to be pulling together women wise, as for a while I felt like it was repelling and now I feel just super casual chick magnet again, but I never think about this, it just kind of happens. Stage 5 in 2 days woooo
1. There is always some madness in love. But there is also always some reason in madness.
2. A thinker sees his own actions as experiments and questions... Success and failure are for him answers above all.
3. I would not know what the spirit of a philosopher might wish more then to be than a good dancer.-F.N.
2. A thinker sees his own actions as experiments and questions... Success and failure are for him answers above all.
3. I would not know what the spirit of a philosopher might wish more then to be than a good dancer.-F.N.
