01-24-2011, 01:45 AM
(This post was last modified: 01-24-2011, 01:49 AM by RainbowAbyss.)
OK carrying on.
Stage 3 of Alpha 2011 was awesome as I've stated.
I was on it for 4 days when I stumbled across a post by Shannon
saying that if one has done stage 3 of 2010-one should go straight to stage 4 2011
and that when he had said start again at stage 3 011 if past stage 3 010-it was inaccurate, one was supposed to be start again at stage 4. I wanted to do stage 3 again on 011 anyway cause it was so awesome and would prep me better+better long term results/manifestions-but the last word on it was that I 'can' (which I think means should in this instance) move to stage 4 011, which is fine by me-I just hope the last three stage Alpha 011 will work for me without the aggressive prep work of the first three stages 011. I know I did 010 but 011 seems to be in such a different ball park.
So 2 days into stage 4 011 and here is what I think
1. very tiring!
2. I'm way chiller
3. Really strong drive to do only what I want to do
4. Way more sexual feelings, almost sensual, much stronger sex drive.
5. Zero sense of pressure about anything
6. More able to be flow in and out of social/ not social-extrovert/introvert
7. More fluid-relaxed body language
8. Way more indifference and more able to handle where I would have gotten angry before.
9. woman's interest seems more overt-and blatant-I had a super hot woman, open me and
start talking to me at the bar-I just order a drink and was standing there. While were talking her friends asks if I have a phone number because she knows the girl I'm talking to is gonna want my number.
10. As cool as what I've got from stage 4 011 so far I will say it feels very wild-I feel all my residual anxiety coming up at times which is weird after not feeling it in so long, but in general I just feel way more wild. Like I just wanna do crazy stuff, and mess around. I feel so content that I don't care if I procrastinate or do what I 'should' be doing. Its only been two days so will see where this goes-
1/2 way point!
One thing I forgot to mention that adds to the wildness
is I feel at times a craving, its not really needy cause I'm cool with the feeling,
but like a really strong craving for my female counterpart.
I don't know if this is resistance or part of the stage
but it popped up when I started stage 4 and I haven't felt anything like it before
and its pretty cool-I feel like it will make me push things more
Stage 3 of Alpha 2011 was awesome as I've stated.
I was on it for 4 days when I stumbled across a post by Shannon
saying that if one has done stage 3 of 2010-one should go straight to stage 4 2011
and that when he had said start again at stage 3 011 if past stage 3 010-it was inaccurate, one was supposed to be start again at stage 4. I wanted to do stage 3 again on 011 anyway cause it was so awesome and would prep me better+better long term results/manifestions-but the last word on it was that I 'can' (which I think means should in this instance) move to stage 4 011, which is fine by me-I just hope the last three stage Alpha 011 will work for me without the aggressive prep work of the first three stages 011. I know I did 010 but 011 seems to be in such a different ball park.
So 2 days into stage 4 011 and here is what I think
1. very tiring!
2. I'm way chiller
3. Really strong drive to do only what I want to do
4. Way more sexual feelings, almost sensual, much stronger sex drive.
5. Zero sense of pressure about anything
6. More able to be flow in and out of social/ not social-extrovert/introvert
7. More fluid-relaxed body language
8. Way more indifference and more able to handle where I would have gotten angry before.
9. woman's interest seems more overt-and blatant-I had a super hot woman, open me and
start talking to me at the bar-I just order a drink and was standing there. While were talking her friends asks if I have a phone number because she knows the girl I'm talking to is gonna want my number.
10. As cool as what I've got from stage 4 011 so far I will say it feels very wild-I feel all my residual anxiety coming up at times which is weird after not feeling it in so long, but in general I just feel way more wild. Like I just wanna do crazy stuff, and mess around. I feel so content that I don't care if I procrastinate or do what I 'should' be doing. Its only been two days so will see where this goes-
1/2 way point!
One thing I forgot to mention that adds to the wildness
is I feel at times a craving, its not really needy cause I'm cool with the feeling,
but like a really strong craving for my female counterpart.
I don't know if this is resistance or part of the stage
but it popped up when I started stage 4 and I haven't felt anything like it before
and its pretty cool-I feel like it will make me push things more
1. There is always some madness in love. But there is also always some reason in madness.
2. A thinker sees his own actions as experiments and questions... Success and failure are for him answers above all.
3. I would not know what the spirit of a philosopher might wish more then to be than a good dancer.-F.N.
2. A thinker sees his own actions as experiments and questions... Success and failure are for him answers above all.
3. I would not know what the spirit of a philosopher might wish more then to be than a good dancer.-F.N.
