05-16-2011, 11:06 PM
wow, it is amazing to finally be off Alpha, its like all its benefits with none of the other stuff
is flooding in. My last week on Alpha and even more so in the last 2 days, I am experiencing perfect synchronizations everywhere I go, I have not waited for a train in a week lol, jobs are popping up for me left and right, the perfect book is showing up that addresses just what I was interested in. People are calling me etc etc. Synchronizations aside I feel my whole way of being has changed since the end of Alpha, I am no longer just trying to ride out my perpetual chillness and usual tiredness. Its become the obvious choice to become increasingly active or more of participant in life rather than an observer. I feel now that my deep core is all power and untouchable, I have a part of me that is always introspective, navigating my life, feeling everything but not touched by it, this was a huge thing Alpha helped me with, but now its like I can have that and move forward, be a real participant. The Alpha set was like being in a cave in a mountain, stage 5 was like chilling on top of the mountain outside, stage 6 was like walking down the mountain. Once Alpha ended, it was like I was transported back to the real world haha having changed alot for the better.
full review still coming, its gonna be big so when I get time...
is flooding in. My last week on Alpha and even more so in the last 2 days, I am experiencing perfect synchronizations everywhere I go, I have not waited for a train in a week lol, jobs are popping up for me left and right, the perfect book is showing up that addresses just what I was interested in. People are calling me etc etc. Synchronizations aside I feel my whole way of being has changed since the end of Alpha, I am no longer just trying to ride out my perpetual chillness and usual tiredness. Its become the obvious choice to become increasingly active or more of participant in life rather than an observer. I feel now that my deep core is all power and untouchable, I have a part of me that is always introspective, navigating my life, feeling everything but not touched by it, this was a huge thing Alpha helped me with, but now its like I can have that and move forward, be a real participant. The Alpha set was like being in a cave in a mountain, stage 5 was like chilling on top of the mountain outside, stage 6 was like walking down the mountain. Once Alpha ended, it was like I was transported back to the real world haha having changed alot for the better.
full review still coming, its gonna be big so when I get time...
1. There is always some madness in love. But there is also always some reason in madness.
2. A thinker sees his own actions as experiments and questions... Success and failure are for him answers above all.
3. I would not know what the spirit of a philosopher might wish more then to be than a good dancer.-F.N.
2. A thinker sees his own actions as experiments and questions... Success and failure are for him answers above all.
3. I would not know what the spirit of a philosopher might wish more then to be than a good dancer.-F.N.