04-28-2011, 11:50 PM
(This post was last modified: 04-28-2011, 11:53 PM by RainbowAbyss.)
Went out tonight, and had one girl left her group to approach me.
I didn't 'approach' per say, but I was completely in my own world and would just start talking to women near or around me. And when convo would stall out I would just sit there comfortably silent, but not disengaged, and the women would keep trying to talk to me. Maybe this is a form of the manifestation thing.
I also realize that I am actually not REALLY interested in 99% of women I talk to lol. I can't believe I never noticed this before, I wouldn't be with or sleep with a lot of women now-days that in the past I would have tripped over backwards for. Its like I am automatically just holding onto my power without being pretend cool/aloof and still being fully expressive. This has been a slippery slope for me in the taste but seems mostly sorted out now thanks to stage 6.
I didn't 'approach' per say, but I was completely in my own world and would just start talking to women near or around me. And when convo would stall out I would just sit there comfortably silent, but not disengaged, and the women would keep trying to talk to me. Maybe this is a form of the manifestation thing.
I also realize that I am actually not REALLY interested in 99% of women I talk to lol. I can't believe I never noticed this before, I wouldn't be with or sleep with a lot of women now-days that in the past I would have tripped over backwards for. Its like I am automatically just holding onto my power without being pretend cool/aloof and still being fully expressive. This has been a slippery slope for me in the taste but seems mostly sorted out now thanks to stage 6.
1. There is always some madness in love. But there is also always some reason in madness.
2. A thinker sees his own actions as experiments and questions... Success and failure are for him answers above all.
3. I would not know what the spirit of a philosopher might wish more then to be than a good dancer.-F.N.
2. A thinker sees his own actions as experiments and questions... Success and failure are for him answers above all.
3. I would not know what the spirit of a philosopher might wish more then to be than a good dancer.-F.N.
