Question for those who have completed AM6?

[pakr93]

I am on my fourth run of AM6 (stage 3 ) and I can tell it's working pretty well. The growth I've gone through has been huge! I have definitely changed a lot in those 3 years of using subs.

There's unfortunately one thing that I've been struggling with. BIG TIME.
Knowing what to do with my life is something I dont know and AM is really hard on me because of this.

I'm working a shitty job just to make money and I'm trying to figure out what to do. What my purpose or meaning of my life is.

I have tried many things in my life and most of them were not something I would love or even enjoy.

I don't wanna keep wasting my time procrastinating and working those shitty jobs.

Can anyone relate to this? AM is making me feel pretty depressed and frustrated.

Shannon said somewhere to "look within" ... if only I'd known how.

[Shannon]

I am on my fourth run of AM6 (stage 3 ) and I can tell it's working pretty well. The growth I've gone through has been huge! I have definitely changed a lot in those 3 years of using subs.

There's unfortunately one thing that I've been struggling with. BIG TIME.
Knowing what to do with my life is something I dont know and AM is really hard on me because of this.

I'm working a shitty job just to make money and I'm trying to figure out what to do. What my purpose or meaning of my life is.

I have tried many things in my life and most of them were not something I would love or even enjoy.

I don't wanna keep wasting my time procrastinating and working those shitty jobs.

Can anyone relate to this? AM is making me feel pretty depressed and frustrated.

Shannon said somewhere to "look within" ... if only I'd known how.

To begin with... what are you good at, and what do you enjoy? That will give you some ideas.

[JCasterlin]

I am on my fourth run of AM6 (stage 3 ) and I can tell it's working pretty well. The growth I've gone through has been huge! I have definitely changed a lot in those 3 years of using subs.

There's unfortunately one thing that I've been struggling with. BIG TIME.
Knowing what to do with my life is something I dont know and AM is really hard on me because of this.

I'm working a shitty job just to make money and I'm trying to figure out what to do. What my purpose or meaning of my life is.

I have tried many things in my life and most of them were not something I would love or even enjoy.

I don't wanna keep wasting my time procrastinating and working those shitty jobs.

Can anyone relate to this? AM is making me feel pretty depressed and frustrated.

Shannon said somewhere to "look within" ... if only I'd known how.

How old are you?

[Shannon]

Hey Guys,


@Shannon

Not sure if this is the proper place to post or if Shannon's Journal Discussion is the right place to post my question for Shannon.

Shannon, I have been through a lot of improvement by running E1, LTU 5G, AM5, E2, and MLS 5.5G. I am now on AM6 and am on Stage 3. I was let go from my last job at the beginning of Stage 2 from my company without being given a reason or notice, and I was doing well based on my last performance review. Last weekend, as I have been going through a couple of in-person interviews and phone interviews I have been getting rejections, and on Sunday I looked at the LinkedIn of my potential employer and started crying and came to the conclusion that I am a sociopath. I was politely rejected due to them changing the requirements of the position and me not being a fit because of that. From last Sunday to now, I have been crying and feel a lot better and have applied to 6 or 7 jobs yesterday. I asked Benjamin for his opinion and he suggested a longer run of E2 or self esteem after finishing AM6. My goal is to run MLS 5.5G after AM6 in preparation for whatever job I plan to get. My thoughts now are that I can overcome anything. Hope this helps and I would love to know if you can give me any insight into my journey of personal growth.

Best,
Gravity

Finish AM, then assess the situation as it exists at that time.