DAY 11
I listened to 4 loops today.
At the end of the afternoon, I went to do some relaxing reading in the park.
At a distance, I saw a petite blonde with big blue eyes and curly hair. She was too far for me to clearly see her face.
I was busy reading , I had brief look at her.
Later on, I left the park. On the way, I saw her again. I decided that I will approach for the sole purpose to see the dynamic of energy between us.
I approached her and I could see that her physiology shifted into a protective one. She didn't feel safe. I could also tell by her facial expression that she is not the kind of person who goes through life with self-confidence.
I was upfront and straightforward and told her why I approached her. The approach was direct.
She replied that she has to hurry up and go some place else quickly. I knew that it wasn't true. So I interrupted her and say in a soft-spoken voice and with a polite smile 'no, when you don't want to talk to someone. Just says No, thank you, I don't want to talk to you'
She left even before I could finish the sentence. She left quickly I could see that she was embarrassed and scared.
On the up side:
Totally outcome independent, I could not care less about the outcome.
Down side:
No support, help from DAOSI
I listened to 4 loops today.
At the end of the afternoon, I went to do some relaxing reading in the park.
At a distance, I saw a petite blonde with big blue eyes and curly hair. She was too far for me to clearly see her face.
I was busy reading , I had brief look at her.
Later on, I left the park. On the way, I saw her again. I decided that I will approach for the sole purpose to see the dynamic of energy between us.
I approached her and I could see that her physiology shifted into a protective one. She didn't feel safe. I could also tell by her facial expression that she is not the kind of person who goes through life with self-confidence.
I was upfront and straightforward and told her why I approached her. The approach was direct.
She replied that she has to hurry up and go some place else quickly. I knew that it wasn't true. So I interrupted her and say in a soft-spoken voice and with a polite smile 'no, when you don't want to talk to someone. Just says No, thank you, I don't want to talk to you'
She left even before I could finish the sentence. She left quickly I could see that she was embarrassed and scared.
On the up side:
Totally outcome independent, I could not care less about the outcome.
Down side:
No support, help from DAOSI
Subs History: BIABW (2014)-> AM (2015) -> OF 4g 1.1 (2015)- > DAOS 4g (90 days - 2016) -> DMSI - > AYPNBL
