Oversoul UMS

[Oversoul]

Ran a loop- I had a feeling I should.

Felt blockages being cleared after an initial feeling of sadness on my chest.

I feel a lot more fearless after last nights dreams. People seem to treat me different too. Guess the FRM also generates some sort of 'fearless' energy in me too as well as the wealth aura

[Paul1131]

I also feel more 'put together' and grounded. Focused but IDK on what. Its not my work, but it is on something.

That is a really weird effect isn’t it?  I feel like I know exactly what the plan is and I’m competently working at it, but really I have no idea what it is.  It’s really trippy.  Glad to hear you’re getting it too.

[Shannon]

Your subconscious knows what the plan is. That's all you need.

[Paul1131]

Your subconscious knows what the plan is. That's all you need.

I normally find being left in the dark exasperating.  More so when it’s ME doing it to me.  (Really just seeing the humor in the situation)

[Oversoul]

Your subconscious knows what the plan is. That's all you need.

I normally find being left in the dark exasperating.  More so when it’s ME doing it to me.  (Really just seeing the humor in the situation)

I agree, but guess we gotta see where it takes us over the next 2-3 months.

Im feeling more detached from my business but have no 'plan' to replace it. At the same time, ideas that were just fantasies (such as owning a vineyard.lol) are becoming more of my focus though without a plan on how to do so.

I feels like I have been restraining myself from thinking those thoughts due to being 'unrealistic' in the sense that I don't know how Ill get there. Not much in terms of euphoria like others describe, but that doesn't mean I feel 'bad' in any way either.


EDIT: idk but maybe im just trying to control the direction a bit too much- I always need to know the plan and implement ASAP. This might be a cue for me to slow down and 'flow'. idk.

[ncbeareatingman]

Your subconscious knows what the plan is. That's all you need.

I swear to goodness THIS is exactly what I've been trying to express and deep in my being I KNOW that my subconscious know the plan and that that is all I need I knew it I knew it !! Thanks Shannon for saying so and in those exact words ?!!!

[Oversoul]

I agree @ncbeareatingman

Woke up with a hunch that I should be in a slightly different vertical to the one I am in now.

I am going to try it and see what happens. Im feeling optimistic. Have a renewed vigor that this is gonna work

[Oversoul]

did 3 loops today. im tired, my body aches and i feel sick. never again, im gonna stick to one loop a day now. lol

edit: got a headache too and I cant sleep

[Oversoul]

I feel anxious, IDK why. Must be the healing/clearing

[Oversoul]

Woah, Im actually having fun cold calling today. wtf ahahhahaha

Also "bend but dont break" seems to resonate today. Im too rigid sometimes, I need to loosen up


EDIT: just to put it in context, cold calling has never been fun for me. ever. until now. LOL

[Oversoul]

Every time I start a loop of UMS, I get a sharp pain happens in my chest and then goes away.

Also some people seem to sense my 'fearless' energy and try mean mug me. But their aggression turns into wanting to be my friend or some sort of submissiveness.

But damn, Im genuinely fearless now.

Im very productive at work without even thinking about it. I haven't been this consistently productive when working for myself since I started working for myself.

I would have bought this sub just for that part.

[Oversoul]

Ive moved from an energy of 'conquering' that was present in DMSI, to an energy of already 'conquered' in this sub. I don't know if that makes sense.

I also accidentally exposed my 13 year old sister to the sub for about 30 minutes (I was playing the silent one)...this was 3 days ago.

She seems way more confident, and much less affected by negativity. I even got a dream that she was a famous singer.

Must be the 'having other people see you as someone who has achieved UMS' effect.


EDIT: funny how it took me 3 days to see that part though. The confidence was instant, the change I saw was instantish, but seeing her as successful changed after 3 days. Bloom.

[Oversoul]

Just noticed that I can now appreciate a woman's beauty without wanting anything. Before, Id have wanted something no matter what and would have felt impelled to go seduce her.

Now I just look at them, smile at myself thinking 'beautiful' and let it go. I like this change.

[Oversoul]

I rejected a client today because they wanted me to charge too little and their email came across cynical and condescending.

I feel like how you would feel the first time you reject sex as a guy.

Oddly empowering. lol