09-20-2020, 05:47 AM
Second Cycle Off Day One - I feel ok this morning. No where near as anxious as I usually feel. Makes me curious as to how much of my anxiety is because of unresolved fears. I remember being a kid and just being terrified that I was always in trouble for something. That probably explains why I had so many stomach issues growing up and even now. I had a step father who had zero problem with displaying his obvious dislike of me. I know lots of kids say things like that but the stories I could tell. I have always had a really hard time just letting go , relaxing, and living my life.
