09-18-2020, 11:39 AM
Second Cycle Day Five Update - It seems as though the longer I listen to OF the calmer and more I feel. At times I can I also feel a sort of buzzing throughout my body. I'm not sure if it's possibly the DRS. I have also noticed I am ok with not talking when I don't feel I have to. The reason I mention this is because I have always felt I am more of an introvert and I have forced myself to be social when I don't want to or feel like it. Probably at times to the embarrassment of not just myself but also my wife as I can think of more than a few occasions I should have just kept my mouth shut and listened or just avoided the situation all together. Why do something you don't really want to do just because you think you have to for some ridiculous sense of belong when in reality you don't want to be a part of whatever it is?
