09-15-2020, 05:14 AM
(This post was last modified: 09-15-2020, 05:19 AM by JCasterlin.)
Second Cycle Day Two - Once again not a whole lot to report other than not feeling as anxious or worrying about everything as much as I usually do. That's definitely something. Definitely feeling calmer. Not feeling so pessimistic although I don't exactly feel hopeful either. I ran the six loops while sleeping again. Feeling far more bored than usual with ways I often distract myself. Thinking and feeling that no matter what I have to get going on an exercise routine I have planned. My body and current energy level does not match my personality at all. Not that I'm outgoing or extroverted the exact opposite actually. I would just rather not feel like I don't have the energy or strength to do what I need to do and take care of the people that rely on me
I am curious if it's bad to want to be almost if not apathetic towards the opinions of others?
I am curious if it's bad to want to be almost if not apathetic towards the opinions of others?