09-11-2020, 06:55 AM
First Cycle Off Day 1 - Like I read in another journal on here I have been curious as to if I will become an asshole as I become more and more fearless. I don't think I will become that necessarily but I am sure I will be far more assertive and not at all willing to give in , let someone take advantage of or criticize me, seek approval, or back down from confrontation. I have always hated confrontation and I would love to be able deal with disagreements or people trying to bully me without freezing almost if not instantly. I want to be truly fearless. To be able to face any adversity without getting emotional.