09-09-2020, 08:30 AM
(This post was last modified: 09-09-2020, 08:56 AM by JCasterlin.)
First Cycle Day 5 Update - Currently running my loops for the day while I read. Today is a way better day than yesterday was. Almost a 180 degree difference.
It just hit me in a weird "aha " moment during what I am reading that part of what I crave is freedom. Not really suprising given what is on the sales page for OF but I struggle with forcing myself to make myself listen to people go on about dumb shit than just be straight forward and not be passive aggressive. Yeah that may seem rude but honestly I would be far more likely to trust someone who told me how they actually felt or what they were thinking instead of engaging in false politeness
It just hit me in a weird "aha " moment during what I am reading that part of what I crave is freedom. Not really suprising given what is on the sales page for OF but I struggle with forcing myself to make myself listen to people go on about dumb shit than just be straight forward and not be passive aggressive. Yeah that may seem rude but honestly I would be far more likely to trust someone who told me how they actually felt or what they were thinking instead of engaging in false politeness
