Overcoming Fear 5.75g

[JCasterlin]

First cycle day 2 - Currently running most of my loops for the day. Tonight I plan to run them all while sleeping. I have been feeling off and on fear quite a bit today. Mainly related to the moods and expectations a couple of people I live with. Part of becoming fearless is learning to set strict boundaries and be able to say no without being afraid of any consequences or confrontation. Choosing that word " consequences " made me realize how much of my fear stems from childhood memories and trauma.
I still feel that a lot of people are incredibly miserable because they try to be something they aren't or do things they don't enjoy to be accepted or get attention. I know from experience. I have cut my hair or dressed differently to please a woman and it did nothing but make me mad at myself and resent her. I guess you could say I am over doing things for other people to please them and avoid conflict and I hate it..

 it's another step in getting awakened and getting even more conscious about your life than before in these areas ,Man.
 In other words you had to already be some what of a conscious soul to  get there and now that you are you realize theres even more  work to do and yet the groovy part (yes the groovy part!) is that you can DO IT and are doing so.
 total respect and goodness your way. it may not be an easy journey or always comfortable- I admire and respect your courage and willingness to do so,to continue,as such.
 Keep being that special unique,rare ,irreplaceable YOU Man.... and in time the right people for you will show up...matching your new vibration and energy out put.... in the meantime....keep chugging..... and moving forward.
 This work is incredible and for those of us who have chosen to  walk this path....it is a bold  one..... all the best in furthered success.
 Keith.

Thank You @ncbeareatingman 

First Cycle Day 3 -    I haven't listened to my six loops yet today but I will get them in. May just start running them while I sleep.Will be way easier and will free up the rest of the day. Surprised myself a bit today first by doing something I was anxious about. Then I told someone to shut up who insists on trying to annoy the shit out of me. The result was hilarious. Part of working on becoming fearless is learning to let go and allow myself to have fun and not take myself or anything seriously. It's difficult at times when I live with two people who are some of the most rigid people I have ever met and yet they tell me I'm uptight. Gee I wonder why . I'm tired and exhausted with feeling like I have to hold back because someone doesn't have a sense of humor or doesn't know how to banter or take a joke without turning it into some toxic masculinity chest thumping pissing contest. Yeah I'm sarcastic as fuck. Get over it. The more fearless I become the more brutal it will get.