09-06-2020, 05:00 AM
I seriously debated removing part of one of my posts yesterday because of a life long fear of upsetting someone but I decided not to as I have to learn as I become fearless that upsetting at times will be a reality. I'm a bit tired and done with allowing my life and what I choose to do and when be dictated by the moods and emotions of others. That's not freedom or fearlessness. Fucking miles away to be exact.
For me a big part of this journey is to learn to not be sensitive to the moods and emotions of others. That their shit is not a reflection of me or anything I have or have not done or said. I would think an aspect of becoming fearless is letting go of any and all guilt or shame. Not dwelling in regret , what could or should have been, or what you may or may not have missed out on. That's no way to live. Not trying to be or act like someone or something you're not to please others and avoid conflict.
For me a big part of this journey is to learn to not be sensitive to the moods and emotions of others. That their shit is not a reflection of me or anything I have or have not done or said. I would think an aspect of becoming fearless is letting go of any and all guilt or shame. Not dwelling in regret , what could or should have been, or what you may or may not have missed out on. That's no way to live. Not trying to be or act like someone or something you're not to please others and avoid conflict.
