Overcoming Fear 1.1 Journal

[SurferJoy]

Day 4

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I have no idea what will be the outside result of the affirmation I'm currently using. It is really a surprise journey, we will see

I am struggling with this same issue with negativity towards women.its more of subconscious beliefs.and some rather messed up life experiences.it has gotten a lot better since I started this sub journey ,but I am not where I want to be yet.

What sub do you use Koshas?

Day 10

I had to shoot a video for my youtube channel. I wasn't familiar with the topic so I had a bit of anxiety.
But then I was able to do it very easily with no stress/anxiety at all. I'm happy with that I hope this trend will continue to grow.

I also noticed that when I'm in the street women who met my eyes, held eyes contact or at least they do not look away in avoidance mode like before. At least, 3 of them smiled at me after they held eyes contact for longer than 2 sec.