I messaged this female on FB, she’s a hip hop artist in my city , she’s new to it but she’s really good she came out with a few music videos recently. We talked about music and boxing , she does boxing. I started developing feelings after listening to her rap she has allot of personality , she’s pretty.
I feel like it started off good but near the end of the conversation im unsure of how she feels about me even tho she agreed to meet up , I said in a week or two.
I didn’t lose my chance with her, but I should probably take a step back and allow her to see through my Facebook what type of person I am and demonstrate higher value naturally before attempting to ask her out again. Even tho she agreed my gut and instinct is telling me I made a few mistakes that made her unsure.
Anyways, the point of this is, I was briefly upset , not devastate or anything but I had a strong urge to use cannabis to deal with the slight emotional pain from the rejection ( I didn’t end up using it, even tho I have some) (I quit) , I don’t usually feel rejection as strong as I did just now, even tho it wasn’t the worst rejection, I notice I have more feelings when a women has similar interests as me.
I was actually talking to my friend yesterday about how I want to meet a women who raps as one of my future girlfriends. I feel like I manifested her.
I definitely feel like I still have a chance as long as I take a step back and am not needy or rush things .
I feel better now, it’s been twenty minutes and overcome fear has helped me process this rejection , either that or the releasing technique, I started yawning allot after the rejection so I now I’ve been releasing. I think both the subliminal and Sedona method have helped me in this situation because I feel at ease now and not upset anymore , my pain went from a 6 to a 1 or 2. I am okay. I just really like the fact that she makes hip hop and it’s actually really dope her style has lots of charisma and personality.
We talked about making music together one day. Perhaps we will. Going to focus on myself and not worry about her for now. Focus on my money. Health. Gym , relationships and self esteem.
Whether I get her or I don’t is not going to I change a damn thing I am in control of my destiny and i will manifest another women or attract another women with ease.
When I find commonalities I noticed I develop feelings much faster, I got rejected slightly by this other beautiful women today and I had 0 feelings of upset or pain. I didn’t give a fuck even tho she was way hotter then this hip hop women.
I feel like it started off good but near the end of the conversation im unsure of how she feels about me even tho she agreed to meet up , I said in a week or two.
I didn’t lose my chance with her, but I should probably take a step back and allow her to see through my Facebook what type of person I am and demonstrate higher value naturally before attempting to ask her out again. Even tho she agreed my gut and instinct is telling me I made a few mistakes that made her unsure.
Anyways, the point of this is, I was briefly upset , not devastate or anything but I had a strong urge to use cannabis to deal with the slight emotional pain from the rejection ( I didn’t end up using it, even tho I have some) (I quit) , I don’t usually feel rejection as strong as I did just now, even tho it wasn’t the worst rejection, I notice I have more feelings when a women has similar interests as me.
I was actually talking to my friend yesterday about how I want to meet a women who raps as one of my future girlfriends. I feel like I manifested her.
I definitely feel like I still have a chance as long as I take a step back and am not needy or rush things .
I feel better now, it’s been twenty minutes and overcome fear has helped me process this rejection , either that or the releasing technique, I started yawning allot after the rejection so I now I’ve been releasing. I think both the subliminal and Sedona method have helped me in this situation because I feel at ease now and not upset anymore , my pain went from a 6 to a 1 or 2. I am okay. I just really like the fact that she makes hip hop and it’s actually really dope her style has lots of charisma and personality.
We talked about making music together one day. Perhaps we will. Going to focus on myself and not worry about her for now. Focus on my money. Health. Gym , relationships and self esteem.
Whether I get her or I don’t is not going to I change a damn thing I am in control of my destiny and i will manifest another women or attract another women with ease.
When I find commonalities I noticed I develop feelings much faster, I got rejected slightly by this other beautiful women today and I had 0 feelings of upset or pain. I didn’t give a fuck even tho she was way hotter then this hip hop women.
