10-29-2013, 06:58 AM
So I'm living in a vicious circle of tiredness...
I more tired, so I go to bed earlier....
And because I'm getting more listening time, I'm more tired....
Sooooooooo....I'm not really sure how to get out of this one! lol
I don't wanna turn it off because I'm afraid it's just a sign of resistance or a bump. When I first started listening to subliminal programs many many years ago, they didn't really work but they were doing something. Because after listening to them for 30 days I would have rather cleaned toilets than listen to them and would end up turning them off. Maybe they were going to work eventually but I just couldn't give them that amount of time. They were really annoying me. So I'm gonna just try to let this run its course, but I have been seeing this becoming a pattern slowly. I'm starting a bad habit of laying down in my bed pretty much after dinner. I can't do that, because I'll end up gaining way too much weight. I tried to stay downstairs and just ended up falling asleep on the couch...so same stuff, different room.
As far as effects of the sub, it's been interesting. I never really thought I had a confidence problem, maybe when I was a kid but not really when I got older. But I think I'm wrong. haha It feels like a smoothing out of how I feel. It's very hard to explain but I do feel good most of time, just a little more tired now than usual. I'm usually only a make-up wearer when I got out but not anymore lol. Now I feel the need just to run my daily errands. And I am basically a t-shirt and jeans kinda a girl, I shop for clothes that feel like pj's but look sharp! Usually I'm running around town in jeans and sweatshirt but not anymore. Now, I'm wearing my sparkly sweater to go to the bank and food store! WTH?!
People are treating me somewhat different too. For instance, I went to a party this past weekend where I know all the people (we have this party every year) but some were coming out of the woodwork to say hi to me. I'd be in mid conversation with someone, and somebody else would come up to me, making themselves very known and say I just wanted to say hi. I'd feel like...hey....sooooo...what's up? lol It's just been strange how some people have been treating me but not in a bad way. It's like I'm new to the group or something.
Anywho, that's all for now. I'm in my second month so I guess it's digging deep. I hope it hit bottom soon, cause I'm getting wayyyyy too much sleep! haha
I more tired, so I go to bed earlier....
And because I'm getting more listening time, I'm more tired....
Sooooooooo....I'm not really sure how to get out of this one! lol
I don't wanna turn it off because I'm afraid it's just a sign of resistance or a bump. When I first started listening to subliminal programs many many years ago, they didn't really work but they were doing something. Because after listening to them for 30 days I would have rather cleaned toilets than listen to them and would end up turning them off. Maybe they were going to work eventually but I just couldn't give them that amount of time. They were really annoying me. So I'm gonna just try to let this run its course, but I have been seeing this becoming a pattern slowly. I'm starting a bad habit of laying down in my bed pretty much after dinner. I can't do that, because I'll end up gaining way too much weight. I tried to stay downstairs and just ended up falling asleep on the couch...so same stuff, different room.
As far as effects of the sub, it's been interesting. I never really thought I had a confidence problem, maybe when I was a kid but not really when I got older. But I think I'm wrong. haha It feels like a smoothing out of how I feel. It's very hard to explain but I do feel good most of time, just a little more tired now than usual. I'm usually only a make-up wearer when I got out but not anymore lol. Now I feel the need just to run my daily errands. And I am basically a t-shirt and jeans kinda a girl, I shop for clothes that feel like pj's but look sharp! Usually I'm running around town in jeans and sweatshirt but not anymore. Now, I'm wearing my sparkly sweater to go to the bank and food store! WTH?!
People are treating me somewhat different too. For instance, I went to a party this past weekend where I know all the people (we have this party every year) but some were coming out of the woodwork to say hi to me. I'd be in mid conversation with someone, and somebody else would come up to me, making themselves very known and say I just wanted to say hi. I'd feel like...hey....sooooo...what's up? lol It's just been strange how some people have been treating me but not in a bad way. It's like I'm new to the group or something.
Anywho, that's all for now. I'm in my second month so I guess it's digging deep. I hope it hit bottom soon, cause I'm getting wayyyyy too much sleep! haha
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