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[Frosted]

Damn, yesterday had a dark night of the soul. I don’t usually smoke weed, but for some reason had an urge to do it and ended up doing way too much. I ended up getting sucked into all the insecurities I was working through, and lost the distance and perspective I usually had on them. The suffering of life was thrown in my face, and all the flaws I have and ways I’m not living up to my expectations were as well. My fear felt overwhelming like I was carrying a burden I could barely handle.

Towards the end when I began to sober up all of the good stuff started to phase back in and I started feeling human again. I’m glad this experience happened. I feel like it was good for me. I feel way better the next day.