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Now I'm thinking that tinnitus is actually a way my subconscious uses to try to calm me from the fear of hearing loss (that's actually the OCD, first it was cancer, then something else and now hearing loss), when tinnitus first appeared I was trying a new setup for using subliminals and I was always wondering if the volume wasn't too high or might get deaf or something but now my thoughts are always focused on my hearing, and that's it, I'm such a fearful human being that I get deranged for the slightest shit, fucking OCD is my biggest problem and I guess my subconscious is finally focusing entirely on dealing with it, now the problem is finding the sweet spot (if there is) and finding a way to give a damn about those compulsive thoughts.