10-02-2022, 10:22 AM
This is so funny I'm laughing internally.
External validation is what triggers most of my social phobia, lack of self esteem, unable to self validate myself or rather fear the external validation. The funny part is how my subconscious conceal the fact with random or well made arguments to distract me but I just couldn't stop thinking there was an issue with self validation, is funny because that's the same tactic I use to avoid people to get something from me, now, I may have become conscious of the main issue but that doesn't mean is over, let's see how my defense mechanism behaves. maybe the freedom I was looking for was just self validation instead of letting others to decide my value.
External validation is what triggers most of my social phobia, lack of self esteem, unable to self validate myself or rather fear the external validation. The funny part is how my subconscious conceal the fact with random or well made arguments to distract me but I just couldn't stop thinking there was an issue with self validation, is funny because that's the same tactic I use to avoid people to get something from me, now, I may have become conscious of the main issue but that doesn't mean is over, let's see how my defense mechanism behaves. maybe the freedom I was looking for was just self validation instead of letting others to decide my value.
