09-17-2021, 08:44 AM
lol This is pretty nuts. I have still only listened that one hour yesterday
Got approached this morning. She made eye contact with me, and changed directions and came to sit near me. I still couldn’t open my mouth to say hi. I’m getting really sick of that and hope the program can help me break through.
I then proceeded to the subway and sat down next to a very pretty girl, who kept turning her head to look at me, but I was too afraid of the onlookers to turn back and say hi. I felt a magnetic attraction in my body and apparently she did too. Another woman kept hovering around me as well, standing very close to where I was sitting. And another woman approached me as I was waiting for the train, another woman and I made very long eye contact until I kind of made a face to her like “whoa that was crazy.” I really felt her surrender to my eyes. She was older but cute.
One of my biggest fears seems to be women seeing me as a perv. I’m letting it come up and dissipate.
I am taking action. I don’t feel ready to jump into full on approaching (and I may not need to as they seem to approach me— I just need to say hi) but I do need to socialize more. I signed up for 8 meetup events in October, I’m doing zoom speed dating Tonight, and I’m going to a party on a boat tonight. Trying to tackle this head on. Then I may start approaching as well, just to practice talking to new women.
Got approached this morning. She made eye contact with me, and changed directions and came to sit near me. I still couldn’t open my mouth to say hi. I’m getting really sick of that and hope the program can help me break through.
I then proceeded to the subway and sat down next to a very pretty girl, who kept turning her head to look at me, but I was too afraid of the onlookers to turn back and say hi. I felt a magnetic attraction in my body and apparently she did too. Another woman kept hovering around me as well, standing very close to where I was sitting. And another woman approached me as I was waiting for the train, another woman and I made very long eye contact until I kind of made a face to her like “whoa that was crazy.” I really felt her surrender to my eyes. She was older but cute.
One of my biggest fears seems to be women seeing me as a perv. I’m letting it come up and dissipate.
I am taking action. I don’t feel ready to jump into full on approaching (and I may not need to as they seem to approach me— I just need to say hi) but I do need to socialize more. I signed up for 8 meetup events in October, I’m doing zoom speed dating Tonight, and I’m going to a party on a boat tonight. Trying to tackle this head on. Then I may start approaching as well, just to practice talking to new women.
