11-03-2021, 08:28 AM
Day 174
I'm closing in on the end if my run. I'll probably type up a brief summary on day 180 or soon after. For now I'm feeling very raw. Fear helped me to present a faux polished appearance to the world. That's gone. Only rawness is left. That doesn't work well in a politically correct, manipulative, corporate environment where lies, incompetence, and general subservience is the norm (and is often rewarded). I'm eager to start UMSv2 very soon. In the meantime, I'm doing my best to not get myself fired. My tolerance for this bullshit has never been lower.
I'm closing in on the end if my run. I'll probably type up a brief summary on day 180 or soon after. For now I'm feeling very raw. Fear helped me to present a faux polished appearance to the world. That's gone. Only rawness is left. That doesn't work well in a politically correct, manipulative, corporate environment where lies, incompetence, and general subservience is the norm (and is often rewarded). I'm eager to start UMSv2 very soon. In the meantime, I'm doing my best to not get myself fired. My tolerance for this bullshit has never been lower.
